Wednesday, November 28, 2012


By Ute Posegga-Rudel

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as I have asked for it, this message came in a Blessed meditation for all my readers. There I was  drawn to the Unspeakable, while "I" was forgotten and my heart was  replaced by the Reality of Pure Radiance of Consciousness, which was an extremely powerful experience. The Shakti (spiritual energy) in my body was overwhelming and I felt a Divine Beauty and Awe which has no cosmic equivalents, as the Freedom of It was (and still Is!) Perfect. And with the experience, (whose description can only be a metaphor) the words came down from an infinite shape, narrowing down, while adapting to our dimension.
They, such as “beyond” and “above”, stand for a State that is truly and completely unknown to the mind, even the most subtle mind. So these words are used  for something that is NOT of this familiar world of experience AND even imagination (of the mind) and for which language does not really exist.
The message  is based on pure awareness and reveals our own True and Ultimate Nature to you. There was no image, color or object, there was only pure Light and Consciousness.
Some content seems to be repeated. Consider this like the repetition of a Sacred Mantra.

I pray that you might be inspired to the dawning of Who You Are in Reality.
Our Own Reality has been forgotten and suppressed for so long. So please do not doubt your own True Roots, but start to find out about them yourself. We all originate in That Which is described here. And the “I”  that Speaks is the “I” we all are Ultimately. But It cannot be known with familiar instruments of awareness of the body-mind. We must develop new instruments (which are given by Grace) in order to Recognize It. Till then this “I” speaks from the “other side” of our usual human identification, even our cosmic identification.

I love you,

My State cannot be comprehended by your pre-sumed ego-I. I only can Be experienced by your feeling heart, and thereafter Realized, after you have gone trough a purifying ordeal of self-transcendence.

I AM the Mystery that always draws your heart beyond the known. To the mind I AM Un-known. While the mind imagines to know, the heart is sure beyond doubt. It is the heart that is sure of Me, unspeakable, and without language.

My Domain is always an Opening into the Unfathomable, Where Reality Is. It Expands your heart to the Beyond of Beyond, Speaking from the Other Side of your familiar experience. Only There your heart is One with the One Heart of All Existence.

It is Silent, it is Stillness. It Is. It Pervades your human heart and Is like an envelop around your being. Ultimately Is Is your own Being. It Is Being Itself.

There Is a Light That Is Above All Lights, and I AM That. It Is not Space, It Is Spaceless and yet Contains All. I AM nameless, and I AM eternally Beauty beyond all beauty, beyond your  imagination.

Whom I call will never forget Me again, even if the little ego-I seems to swallow Me into the unseen.

I AM always Most Alive, Life beyond Life, Widening your heart beyond your body-mind. That Is Where We Communicate. But Being Itself, your in Me Being, Is Above the Above. This Is My All-encompassing Reality, Truth and Accomplishment. It Is your own True State.

But you, you can of course play in limited dimensions. However, they are all Mine, like branches of a tree. I AM  the Tree Itself, and if you desire to become the Tree Itself, you must cease to limit yourself to the experiences of its parts. How can infinite Consciousness be diminished just to a part of Itself!  I AM Whole and What You Are ultimately, IS THAT. I Show you the Way.

I Express Myself through You. Be My Vehicle. Who I AM cannot be understood by the trivial mind. You must let go the mind and listen with your heart to What Is Beyond. I AM All Heart, beyond the human heart.

I AM Being. There Is Only the Infinite Happening of the Currents of Events and Worlds and Beings. All of Them are Movements in My Reality.

You can become One with Me, if you let go your finite identification with what is limited. You become One with Me if you acknowledge My Vast Existence with Open Feeling-Awareness.
Let your heart be moved by Me. So I can guide you along My Ways.

Do not hold on to your point of view or to the familiar.
I AM not familiar. I AM the Sudden and Unexpected Beauty and Pristine Freedom of That Which Is Unknown to the body-mind. My Ever-Freshness is Unheard and Other-Wordly.

What I Give to you, cannot be known before your heart’s eye is receiving It. Only then you can be Knowing, and you have not known It before, because I AM always New. Therefore I AM your greatest Adventure, your greatest Joy and Happiness.

Only with Me you are Truly Alive. This Is Love-Bliss, this Is Fulfillment, This Is Perfection.

I AM  with you Eternally.

I AM your God-Self!

Message  conveyed by Ute


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Saturday, November 24, 2012


By Ute Posegga-Rudel

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Beloved Friends!

We can do all kinds of spiritual practices. We can work with our body-mind to develop qualities, such as gratefulness, forgiveness, equanimity, kindness, and so on. We can mindfully build shields around our body-mind or open willfully our chacras, inside and below and above our body, we can use Sacred Geometry and construct the Merkabah. We  can just be very busy, stressing the mind and our visions. Or we can worship Gods, Angels, Higher Dimensional Beings, we can work with Breath and the energies of Planetary Beings.

But when we are using the quality of Love it seems that it is a Teacher we need ultimately to surrender to. We cannot construct Love with our mind, but we can ignite a spark in our heart, that is waiting in  every human heart to be awakened to become a flame.

This flame can burn when suddenly shared or united with another being, it does not need to be a human being, it can be an animal or a tree, a flower, anything that exists, even a stone, because EVERYTHING is alive, the  whole creation is alive, everything that exists is alive, walls and buildings, elements,  landscapes, mountains. It all is living and breathing consciousness.

When we share this special feeling of love with all creation, it is like two separate water drops, which, when they touch one another, become one.

This  quality of  love, contained in creation,  can fill our heart so that it  sometimes seems to burst, because it  can almost not contain it - so big the feeling of love can be.

Love as response to the in creation inherent love always swells our heart if we truly allow to feel the Divinity in all existence, in All That Is. It is our intimate connection to it that indicates our Oneness with All.

But when we want to touch with our heart’s love Source Itself, That Consciousness in Which all creation arises, that Love-Bliss, then Love becomes truly Sacred.

How do we find the Ultimate Beauty of that Source with our heart's love?
First we must love ourselves. There is no way around it.
We must find that spot, that spark in our own heart first, where we know that we are Divine Beings. We must allow and cherish the Joy of It, the Integrity of It, the Beauty of It.

This is still a self-contained, but important state, but then we feel the need to embrace that which is beyond ourselves.

And we start to share this beautiful flame with creation, but as described above, it will always still be contained in creation itself.

If we want to share this Love with the Divine Radiant Source-Consciousness, we must ask. Because everything we want to share with Source draws us fully beyond ourselves, beyond our boundaries of what we perceive as “I”, even the “I” that transcends the body.

Asking is a gesture of surrender to the understanding that the body-mind is finite and always subject to change. And while we acknowledge this,  our heart starts to surrender to That One Reality That Never Changes.

If we turn with our heart’s love to That One Reality, It is Grace that suddenly opens our heart to the Vast Heart that is Infinite. And then there is only Radiance, no body-mind, no heart that seems to burst, but Only Radiant Existence Itself, felt as Most Holy and Sacred Love-Treasure of Unspeakable Preciousness, really beyond words and description. …

In this Radiance there is no more Sacred  Geometry, no more effort to develop qualities, such as equanimity, kindness and many more, or even any other effort at all! Effortless That Which Contains us, That Which is Greater Than us, Opens the thin skin that separates us from Infinity and our little drop of water becomes One With the Ocean.

It is a great paradox, because we can be aware of this Blissful Oneness with the Ocean, and at the same time be a distinct body-mind!

But this Oneness seems to create another Entity, One that Experiences this Bliss, this Light, this Most Sacred Love, while our body-mind is attached to It like an appendix only, because this Sacred Love can never be contained IN a body-mind. With It a New Reality is dawning That Is of Spherical Shape  and that is appearing in front of our human heart.

This is the image of our own Truth dawning, from Which body-minds, which we  call “I” and “think” we are, are emanating to have a separate experience in the dimensional realms.

Therefore these limited body-minds  can never fully express our Divine Root-Existence Itself, and only a tiny reflection of It dwells in the human heart, that is to be Ignited to ultimately recognize Its Own Source through Love to be Absorbed into Infinity As Love.

Be In Bliss!
Much Love,

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Tuesday, November 20, 2012


By Ute Posegga-Rudel 
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In the past I sometimes did the earth-sky meditation, where you  connect with Gaia’s Core and the Galactic Center (others might do this also with our Sun or Alcyone), while the energies from above and below melt in our heart. Recently, after I had experienced Gaia’s limitless expansion in Consciousness, I felt I was connected to Her everywhere and focusing on the Core of this planet was not even necessary anymore. However, somehow it felt as if I  had moved away from Her.
And so I asked Gaia, to clarify this for me.

Her message, as always, was very revealing, and based on my real experience of what She described. It also addresses everybody, even though She was speaking in the beginning to me personally.
She not only talks about the the Earth-Sky Meditation, but also about the New Process of Creation.


Dear One,
It is my pleasure to talk to you! That you are aware of Me in this all-embracing  Consciousness, is a sign of your own Union with the Universal Spirit. What you perceive therefore is My Consciousness, and It has indeed no center and no periphery, no depth and no height, as it is all-encompassing, the Origin of all My Creations, comprising My old and My new body and all beings who live there.

However remember, that My Consciousness is at the same time One with Energy/Shakti. And Shakti is the Power of Manifestation, but also the Power of liberation from the bondage to Creation.

For example your physical body is a manifestation, existing on My old form, and as such it is not formless, but is appearing with a certain form and measurements. Therefore the question is whether you focus on form or pure Consciousness, on particle or wave, you could say.

To unite with  Me in the Yoga of the earth-sky Meditation, requires your compliance  with your body, in regard to my body. It is only a matter of point of view.

From the point of view of the body, you can connect with my Planetary Inner Core, and if you do this, I respond, as you know,  in a way that you can perceive physically-energetically and as an impulse in your heart.

When you then connect with the Galactic Center that you can feel above your head, while you receive an energetic  response, you experience My energies uniting with the energies from the Galactic Center in your heart. These united energies are establishing a complete new Quantum-Energy, that conveys a specific Information. Of  course this Information also carries consciousness, and is manifesting itself in a certain, unique quality of light, energy or shakti.

The consciousness of this Information can however not be compared with the All-encompassing  Consciousness, as Which you perceive Me and Which has no qualities, as described above, and Which does not know Center or Periphery.

Although the consciousness of the Information that signifies my Union with the Galactic Center in your heart, seems to be infinite as well, it is different from All-encompassing Consciousness by the attribute of quality. This is like an overlay on the All-encompassing Consciousness, and allows the intuition of It. But it is not identical to the Unqualified Consciousness, this “void”, neutral and silent stillness, like the eye of a Cyclone.

Rather the quality of the union between Me and the Galactic Center carries the characteristic of vibration or manifestation.

Most human beings do not consider Me to be Pure Consciousness, but are perceiving primarily My physical and energetic existence.  But who perceives Me as pure Consciousness, is granting me unrestricted Freedom to develop and elevate my physical existence in a way that is not governed or directed by limiting mental programs, and supports the imminent evolutionary quantum leap in the by Me desired highest potential.

Therefore in reality, you did not move away from Me, but you have united with Me fundamentally, Where We Are One with All and Everything! And I thank you for this!

Remember however that there is no creation in the Zero-point Itself, as It is the Cradle of all possibilities and creations. It is the still point where every human heart should retire. Because it is the background on which new creations appear in their highest possible, Divine Potential. Therefore they are in perfect accordance with the Will of the Highest Creator, untouched by the units of smaller wills, that are necessarily subject to limitations.

Who desires to participate in the Creation of My New World in the most perfect way, can do so, while entering the Zero-point of the Heart, and who, by transcending the personal will, OBSERVES the New Creation to emerge!

You will discover, that the first creation in this process is LOVE, that rises like the morning sun, or that unfolds like the fragrance of a blossoming, splendid red rose.
And a projection line appears, and on its horizon the ecstasy of joy radiates its presence everywhere. You can observe on this projection line all Creations, that constitute My New, fifth dimensional Existence.

These Creations are born in the pure, undivided Consciousness of the Heart, and are not created by the mind that is based on the realm of dual pairs, and that has been utilized so far by most of humanity for manifestation.

Such a mind always creates a world that follows the laws of duality. It can therefore not create a true Divine world of Oneness, because it creates with the intention to project from one another separated objects, gross or subtle. The emphasis is on the separateness of a consciousness, that is limited to mere brain consciousness.

As long as your brain is not transformed yet, and functions on two, from one another separated halves, it operates from a consciousness, that is not able to serve the Pure Will of the Highest Creator. Therefore is is not advisable to utilize merely the brain as instrument to bring forth the New Creation. It just cannot do it. Worlds created in this manner, are always limited, faulty and are subject to the laws of duality and separation.

As your existence is already increasingly changing, by the presence of a new dawning consciousness and its mighty energies, you will experience difficulties to manifest your desires, as long as you work with the mere frequencies of the brain.

To flow with the New Creation, it is necessary, to enter your heart, to locate the Space of Stillness and to WAIT for the Signals that unite your newly unfolding life  with the Will of the Highest Creator. In this Union you will experience the Oneness you all desire. On the Grounds of this Unity also your Truly Divine and authentic Creations unfold, whereby your individual creations are in perfect Harmony with the Creative Intention of the Highest Creator.

I embrace you all with My Blessings and with My Love! May these words inspire you and lead you toward Divine Deeds.


Message  conveyed by Ute 


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Sunday, November 18, 2012


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Beloved Friends,

We are all so blessed! Sometimes we are perhaps not so aware of these blessings, because we expect them to appear in a certain way, form or time to arrive.

But if we could see the  whole picture, if we could see and feel the for us still seemingly  Invisible and Untouchable, we would have unshakable Faith that everything is working for our best without delay!

We must not forget that our senses or awareness might not yet be developed enough so that we can know the subtle realms in which the Divine Powers are working for us.

In these moments of doubt we tend to prevent to occur what is on the way to us, because we are not free to receive, while looking in the direction of despair and fear.

But we must always stay open in the trust that the expected is arriving any moment and FEEL that time  does not exist while we firmly are present in the now.

It is necessary to maintain this disposition with joyful expectation continuously, and it is the art of manifestation that does disregard any waiting time even if it takes much longer than we personally would like it to be.

At this moment intense Creative Frequencies are pouring onto Mother Earth carrying new information for a completely new era, an era that is not a continuation of the old, as if it would be just another, updated version of it, but that is coming to us in the guise of a quantum leap bringing with it the unexpected!

The framework of the old energies and information, in which we have been used to be creative for Millenniums, is fading away to give room to the New. And so to us familiar manifestations do not seem to appear anymore, because the old energies are fading away, on which they are based, while the new ones are only now in the beginning of the process to get a grip on our reality. Therefore the New does not yet appear, and so we are apparently sitting in a gap between two realities, where there seems to be a standstill, and we ask ourselves why things do not manifest!

This is a challenge that requires us to change first and to accept and allow our own New Divine Nature to appear out of the Unknown! 

We literally must assume already our new higher dimensional state of consciousness from now on and allow to be guided and inspired to create from a totally new identity, although it has – in most cases-  not yet fully manifested.

How do we do this?  We must firstly be willing  to not to look back into our old ways, like “Lot’s wife”, but to strictly assume the vision of a new world, that is arriving with  the new flow of the more transparent Divine Energies of Love and Beauty. We also must accept that our new world would have therefore fully new conditions, based on the undeniable Divine Presence in all manifestations.

This Divine Presence seems to be for most of us hidden behind a materialistic perception, meaning, we  experience predominantly only  the solid and rigid surface of things, events, situations, and are used to the illusion of rather dead, love-less and  from one another as separate appearing constituents of our old reality.

But our newly arriving world is a world of living fluidity, based on the Reality of Love and Divine Presence, That is the One Unified Field of True Existence.

So if we  are starting to contemplate this Eternal Divine Reality first and allow manifestations for our highest good to emerge from IT, we start to flow with the Creation of the New World and allow Its Manifestation according to the Divine Will.

Seeing still with our senses the familiar ways of our old world and being as such moved to continue in the old ways of manifestation, is surely the path most of us feel driven to continue.

But what is required of us now is to courageously let go and devote ourselves to the massive Incoming Blessings That Want to be embraced by us so that we are functioning as the Co-Creators of our New Wold, instead of resisting this most glorious service that is being entrusted on us, or holding on to the  fading laws of the old world. 

We are also tested whether our would-be creations are based on true heart-desires. Because  only what we desire from our heart and what is based on the frequency of Love and Joy can manifest in the New World.

So if we are wondering why things do not come to us, we have the opportunity to inspect the deeper nature of our desires with discrimination based on these criteria.

While we more and more experience that the old ways fade away, so that less and less seems to function in the usual ways, and while the New World does not yet reveal Itself, we are indeed in a seeming difficult situation - from a 3dimensional point of view. But this is only a relatively short phase in our life, (but to which we all agreed!) where we are honored to be the witnesses of the birth of something Unheard and New! The Key for being a bearer of the New Creation is utter impartiality,  joyful certainty and faith in the Power of the infallible Divine Creative Will That is just now Liberating our multi-dimensionality.

Yes, we must grow up and leave our little ego behind that identifies still with the separate, helpless and God-less shadow that hides our own True Divine Identity. If we are willing to merge with the  Great Refreshing Current of Divine Will That Is now Emerging in our Reality as Beauty and Love, This Love, this Beauty will help us to form our new world effortlessly.

We must learn now to reside, embraced by the Wings of the New Era, in the midst of a new Divine Inspiration, so that our creations are One With It.

I believe that this is the choice we have now if we desire to be happy and to live an abundant and fulfilled life. It requires for many of us a radical turnaround. But did we really expect that a Divine quantum leap would occur in a 3dimensional linear fashion without sacrifices?

But lets not forget that we only “sacrifice” unhappiness and death in exchange for Love-Bliss.

Be Inspired, Beloved Friends, and let us be happy!
Much love,

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Tuesday, November 13, 2012


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My Dear Friends,

The 11.11.12 – how was that? Did you feel the new extreme high energies? This Bright Light? Well it was kind of heaven here on Gaia and it continues to be – frequency-wise. We have been saturated with great gifts and our cosmic  heritage and multidimensionality has been confirmed for many or remembered by many.
Our adventures continue and while I visited this time the Galactic Center (no, not the middle of it :)) but coming so close to It that I could feel a kind of absorption by it, I have been given some revelations and instructions.

One of them I feel moved to share with you all as it might benefit you.

We are together involved more or less with the subject of  ascension into the light on the background of a world that many call a dark prison planet.
What I have been shown relates somehow to this and  provided me with the full picture of something I have been already partially aware of before, and not just in the form of mental knowledge but in form of direct experience.

But here is the entire story:

Having been such immersed in the splendid radiant and indescribable bright light of our Great Central Sun, Thick with Bliss, most Awe-Inspiring, utterly Peaceful and Sublimely Silent and Heart-Deep, but somehow also very familiar, I suddenly saw myself with – yes, believe it or not – two bold horns on my forehead!

Having grown up in a Christian environment, as most of us have who have been born in the  West, - I felt somewhat uneasy, with a trace of shame and guilt, and yes I was a bit shocked too! In the midst of this Bliss. A very strange experience, but even the shock was only an appearance of bliss Itself, it was made of the material of bliss, it was all thick bright light,  if this makes sense at all.

Am I the direct descendant of the devil?, I asked myself startled.
So the first thing then was, if so, that I needed to accept this fully! Oh, my God!!

Whereupon I was shown the entire cycle of the great cosmic round in which the horned one was an episode. What was shown to me appeared partly as an comprehensive holographic image, but also in words.

“It does not matter, how much or how little light a soul  holds, but WHERE in the Great Cycle they are! Who is on the descending path (into density or darkness) can still hold much light, but also who is on the ascending path (returning to the light) can hold much light. Whether one is on the descending or ascending path signifies the degree of development of the soul! Those on the descending path just started their great adventure.

The Ascended Masters belong to the souls who left the path of descension for good. Whereas the Archangels never “descended” into darkness. All depends on intention and purpose.

Judgement, where one on the wheel or cycle exists, is complete nonsense. And because many at this time present on earth are on their way back to the light, there is a common-sense prevalent, that this is “good”. But this scene is only a fraction of the whole grand cycle of Divine Play.

By far not all are on their way back to the light. Many are here, to learn special lessons at this time, while they are on their spiral of descension. So their time has not yet come to ascend. Nevertheless they are great souls as they committed themselves to complete the Great Cycle. As time is illusion, many timelines can coincide. Learning processes are not really linear, they are rather multidimensional.

However there is always a main trend that each soul is following, descending or ascending, in the Great Wheel of their  Evolution.

Regarding the dark beings on your earth, there are those who are on their way to the upwards path, while others have not yet reached the rock bottom of their descending path.

It is depending on the main trend of their soul, whether they are going to turn to the light at these times, or cling to the path of darkness.

Therefore it is a sign of great immaturity and ignorance, to destroy the dark beings, who have committed  the biggest crimes, by dissolving them in the Galactic Center. Rather they have to be given the opportunity to continue to make experiences somewhere else, until they are ready to turn to the spiral of ascension.

All those who are now truly on the ascending path are those who have completed their descending experiences.  

It is not possible to enjoy the Grace of Ultimate Divine Liberation from the otherwise endless cycles of birth and death in the dimensions, high or low, without the whole range of experience of all possibilities of creation - and ultimately transcending them all.

One can travel forth and back, up and down,  here and there in the vast universes, but this will not end in Most Perfect Divine Self-Realization.

Those who dare to descend into the deepest Abyss to offer this experience to the Unbroken Divine Light, are the heroes, they are the most blessed ones, as they have made the greatest sacrifice to glorify the Divine.

This knowledge might teach everyone to respect the “dark” souls as beings who  desire  to realize the Ultimate. It takes much strength and courage to submit to the horrors of separation from the Divine. When a soul commences this terrible journey it does so because it loves the Divine at most.

It requires much self-and ego-transcending practice and understanding, to accept this truth, as the ego, and also the spiritual ego, likes to appear superior or better than others. But the Divine Recognizes Itself in All Creation.”

While I was writing this down I also remembered the teachings of some mystery schools which consider the “devil” to be the Forth Face of God. And even the bible tells the story of the “Lost Son”. The Great ancient Indian Wisdom Teachings emphasize that all Gods are at their core Demons, and all Demons are at their core Gods. And only Divine Self-Realization transcends both. In this State of Realization ALL actions are the same and so called "morality" does not exist, as they are all performed from that Highest, Most Enlightened Understanding.

We might feel uneasy with these stories, as long as we  don’t understand their full meaning. But by Divine Grace,  the form of a devil appeared as Bright Light, as a modification of that Light! 

Although this story is full of paradoxes if we try to understand it with our 3D conceptual mind, this is not anymore the era of the journey of single individuals but that of collective evolution!

And therefore this experience stands for the Healing of the path of descent and the Coincidence of Opposites in the heart of humanity, through the Recognition of the One and Only Divine Existence.  

And exactly this appears to be one of the Gifts of the 11.11.12 event, that is already part of the process of our alignment with the Galactic Center: the Unification of duality with its inherent suffering because of the presumed separation from the Divine.

Humanity is Only One Body, and each one of us is a cell in this Great Body. Each cell communicates with all other  cells.Therefore, after much suffering and experience the dark night of the soul, as a collective we are Given this Graceful Gift of Recognition of Oneness in All Appearances, although some of us might not yet be consciously aware of It. But It signifies the return of the suffering humanity to Truth and the Deification of Creation.

Yes, there is Only The Divine!
And it is our Love That Understands this Truth.

Much love and many blessings,


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Sunday, November 11, 2012


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I AM your God-Self, speaking to  all! 

Beloved, in these times of high expectation for change, in these times of hope for a better world, and in these times of rising of conditional energy, most of you are lost in the search for a big event. 

This event, so you all hope, will bring the great relieve, you think, where you can relax and be happy forever.

Is this really what you are looking for? Never-ending Happiness?
Then you are indeed looking in the wrong place!

You are on the run and your race now is not much different to your race in your old world, as long as this old world  – even if not really loved, but mostly rather endured, - has not been questioned but was considered to be inevitable.

Please hold on for a moment and observe your running away from Me, your restless search for something better! Weren’t you looking all your life for something better?
Is this not a general, deep rooted human behavior, and do you think it will stop when you have ascended a bit more into a bit more loving world?

The one in the race however does not know Real Love. Real Love Is, and with True Love search ends. You are talking all the time about love, love this and love that. But as long as you are busy with your search it is a mere word, a phrase, a thought!

You are in your search not aware that your fullest satisfaction is already always present. I AM That.  But running towards future and this and that event, makes you blind for Divine Reality. For the Peace of It, the Beauty of It, the Perfection of It. Truth.

Did you not know, that while you are busy with your search that you cannot feel My Beauty and Perfection? That the Reality That I Am, is never absent but always Exists, now and now and now. But not as a number of events, one after the other,  but as one Great Event, beyond time and space.

Your little search of hoping for more information, for more light, for more love, for more satisfaction sometime in the future, or even “tomorrow”, does fully miss the mark! Because Fulfillment Is Already Here Before you.

Your adventure is all happening in your mind only and perhaps also a bit in your sensations, and – as you might have discovered already – in the mind many things, exiting things, awesome things, spectacular things and boring and ugly things can happen. They are all just reflections in your body-mind.

But My Divine Reality is never exciting, because It Is  Fullness already. IT IS, It never changes, because It is the Substance of all the little realities of your endless search, in the good faith, you would find Real Reality in the stream of events, on the surface of happenings, in the outskirts of your experiences, as if experiences could ever really satisfy you, as you are breathlessly rushing for your next adventure.

When I Absorb you, a Sun rises that is the Origin of all splendid suns you ever would dream of, It is Primordial Radiant Existence, It is Me. 

But as you are on the run, you are not aware of the heart-overwhelming Presence of Me, of Me-Reality that is Truly Divine and needs to be recognized rather than experienced.

When you recognize Me, your body might move, your mind might produce its content, but Me-Reality does not move and does not produce. It captures you in your heart first and then widens you beyond your body-mind in Love-Bliss, comprising All, past, present and future, Self-Satisfied, and you discover Me as Being the Ground on which all seeking occurs and all hopeful excitement for something better soon.

Observing this, you will understand the fruitless search and hopeful hopelessness as mere shadows, schemes, illusions, appearing here and then and always repetitive as patterns on My True Love.

With Me however you are exalted to the hight-less Presence of Radiant-Now-Reality that does not know depth. Because It is space- and timeless. It Is Infinity.

Beloved, even though there are these culmination points in your hoped for ascension process, they are still always like little sparks only on My Mere and Vast Being-ness. 

I do not Ascend, I AM, but not as mind, as you think your I Am.  I AM beyond mind, and I AM before mind arises. I cannot be thought, I can be felt, but I Myself are beyond feeling even. Senses ultimately do not comprise Me and even the ascended states of Masters do not contain Me, rather, I contain them.

They each to a degree have come to understand Me, but they are not Me, I Am them and I am you. But you are not Me, only if you truly heart-melt with Me and forget your name and form and all your separate belongings and thereby become One With Me. Your belongings might still exist afterwards but then you know they are Me.

The fulfillment you hope to find in  your great search, even if most honorable, you will never find, as you run always forward and there is no end to it! Only when you come to rest, when you are willing to give up reaching higher and higher – you start to understand, that there is nothing to achieve, nothing to ascend to, because Truth is Unchanging and always Present, here right Now, mindlessly. 

I Am found without search if you dare to simply accept Reality that does not Know excitement, but Absorbs you As Me to give Peace and Stillness and Utter Satisfaction to your finally tired heart.

My State of Being Is Wide Awake in the midst of eventful events and constant repetitions. I Am Pure, I Am Free and I Am Happiness without end. I Am Ultimate Consciousness.

If you would pause for a moment and breathe, letting go fully,-  at that moment, in the midst of your illusionary search, a glimpse of Who I Am, could suddenly rise in your being, an understanding about Real Reality, about the True Waking  in the midst of constant dream.

Then you might question your race for the first time! And you might desire to evoke once again that Glimpse of Me, because you start to understand.

It is this desire that will end your search, because you, for the first time, intuit True Happiness!
When you found True Happiness, everything is Happiness, trivial and more sublime things. But you are not searching them, they just arise while you Recognize Me in all of them.

Know that I Love you and Desire your True Happiness and that I AM You.

I AM your God-Self!

Message conveyed by Ute


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