This Blog serves your ascension process and finding the truth of what and who you truly are, with messages from the Realms of Light. May your heart be inspired and may you grow in consciousness and participate in the Light and Love of the Supreme Being. May you be blessed and be happy!
With much Love, Ute Posegga-Rudel
AM. You are – as a finite being, identified with thoughts about what you
ARE – not.
AM is not what you think. I AM begins when your vibration rises above the
frequency of thought and even the Higher Mind and the total body-mind that is
the cosmos. I AM is not even the frequency of the stillness of the heart in the
middle of your chest. Because it is bound to a location that is body based and
belongs to the mortal human psycho-physical structure.
AM is the untouched Radiant Beauty of Transcendental and Eternal Being, prior
to you and also containing you, who keeps a separate point of view, with a center
and a circumference.
AM is center-less. It Is. It is therefore "above" point of view and
not locally above, but above as the non-dual reality.
of you only think "I AM", identified with a finite body-mind and
"think" that you "know" what It is. But the truth is, most
of you know nothing beyond mind.
You merely have an idea, an intuition perhaps, a feeling about it. And
what you do is to project this idea from your presumed center within the circumference,
thereby creating an imagination.
of you are submitted to random thought patterns, suggesting you are in touch
with the Real Source. But this is not so. There are veils after veils of mind disguising
Me. And so you are bereft of your own Truth and Divine Reality, creating ideas
of want and need about matters of ascension, ideas that would hopefully make
ineffective the pain and suffering of this existence in low density. It is a
the un-real creates more un-real worlds, as escaping itself is a gesture of
illusion. You cannot escape, not one situation, because you always take with
you what you desire to escape! It is done with the desperate hope not to have
to deal with what you escape.
what you try to escape is always something that belongs to you intimately. Be
it your karma or your unwanted belief-systems, experiences, and so on. All of
that IS yours, part of the work you wanted to explore and to know in this
density …. and to transcend it, sooner or later.
as you don't like what you see here, you escape into the idea of "I AM",
imagining that you have realized it, that you have BECOME IT. But as long as
you seek to escape any experience instead of fully accepting and embracing it
and transcending it into unconditional love, you cannot and will not truly know
AM arises naturally as the Reality of Divine Radiant Source-Existence, when you
have entirely surrendered all of your experiences, high and low, because they
have no binding effect on you, as you fully have relinquished your
identification with and re-action to them.
AM is not based on a point with a circumference that you call "I". It
is not based on a separate entity. I AM is not the "I" thought of
that finite entity you are identified with. Because "I AM" is not mortal, it is not mind-based.
"I AM" Is Everything, It does not think at all. It is free of
imagination and duality, desire and any idea about something. It is not an
object you can think of or observe. As long as you observe, locate or look at "I
AM", It remains an idea, a hopeful wish to have realized IT already. And
that you are enlightened and have no more work to do.
is the delusion many of you are falling for, because of exotic and false ideas
of New Age teachings.
I AM is nothing but an enlarged ego-thought, a grandiose idea of false Divinity
where you are not required to do the real work to realize your highest Truth,
but instead you are stalled, lost in fantasy land. It is a deception to keep
you from growing truly into Me, your True Self, to Know and Be I AM, untouched
by thought's beliefs, concepts and thereby separate notions.
AM merely My Realm of Perfect Happiness and Unconditional Love. This Truly Is I
AM. I AM not separate from you, and you not separate from Me in Truth. You Are.
please understand that because of Love I desire your true Awakening in Me, to
see you Grow and not to be stuck in the prisons of senseless doctrines that do
not serve your Divine Nature, keeping you in the illusions of mind and
AM your True Nature, Free and Radiant Bliss, All-Love. I AM.
for a major collective change and transition is wasted energy and
time of hope with blinders on our eyes.
we look back at the hundreds of thousands of years of our vast history,
or even longer, we realize that none of the presumed enlightened cultures persisted. None! Not even
Lemuria and not Atlantis. Why? Because they existed in a reality that only changes. And so we do.
Now we could stop, to change our disposition and ask for the teaching! We could now just step back to look at the big picture, the whole scenario, and not
merely at this moment of a few hundred years, or just the last 20 years, to truly understand our
And we will find out, that there
have been always long periods of war – here and in the skies - after relative short periods of peace. And in case there was not an actual war, it was at least
latent for a time! But what are a few hundred or even a thousand years compared
to the long history of the cosmos. War
has always been an issue, even in peaceful times, because the other side of peace is war.
As long as our consciousness is busy within the duality of light and dark, there is
necessarily struggle between the two of them! Peace tries to prevent war, and war tries to prevent peace.
Visiting the future, Almine, (called the greatest Mystic and Seer of our time), saw "The Coming Dark Ages and the Destructuring of Humanity" and a "flawed Golden Age".
we take the truth of change serious, we notice the never ending positive (plus) and negative (minus) movement of a sinus
wave, one after the other. The positive curve naturally transiting into the negative and the negative
transiting into the positive. Same with the Yin and Yang principle. There was never ever a
"time" of constant "positivity", never, and even the predicted Golden Age is supposed to last a limited time of only 1000 years, not to mention what Almine said about it. What?
Only thousand years, my heart cries out! Is there anybody crying with me?
I get is that most people seem to think that the Golden Age will last forever or they seem to be "content" with these few years of
some relieve, alternative technologies, no wars, some love, yes, some happiness, but
all soon to disappear again, because it is still duality-land.
friends, did you ever ponder about this! How many times would you reincarnate
in these short thousand years? Perhaps 10 times? And thereafter???
yes, we are going "back" to the planets we came from! We are going to higher and
more subtle realms and dimensions! Besides that this must be earned and that there is a reason why we are here, even the subtle realms are in constant movement. In the great wisdom teachings of Ancient India about the Gods it
is said, that their joy and celebrations in the heavens, after the time of a few hundred or thousands of years, according to their karma, crumbles away, their flowers die, and
overwhelmed by grief, depression and loneliness they are to take a body again in the
all is born from the deep rooted notion of duality. And duality exists, as long as we identify with a separate body-mind. Duality is not transcended
by desiring and then living on a higher plane of existence with floating cities, colors, music and
some ethereal love and light.
Yes, there is evolution, but it must be evolution that transcends the separate, brain-based consciousness into the One Field of Divine Source-Consciousness. Evolution of merely the body-mind is but another limitation and is part of duality or separation!
we are now "waiting" for another positive, but short-timed sinus
wave, it will never appear because others come to save us, but ultimately because of
the law of constant change, which is mostly brought about by cosmic and
planetary forces or cataclysms, as history has revealed.
is nothing that will "save" us, while we are beings, deeply ingrained
and identified with the idea of duality. Because mortality is inherent in duality. Therefore we
must decide to go through a process of transcending duality!
We become what we are focused on. If
we are deluded in the belief to be eternally deathless beings of truth, while helplessly
bound, attached to and identified with the movements of seemingly eternal change, we are not
allowed to survive as such separate entities.
But because we are in Truth Eternal Beings beyond or
prior to change and duality, there is the Grace of Divine Intervention in this endless waiting time. We got this imperfect condition, to make sure we don't forget to return to What We Are, because ultimately we desire nothing less than our True Divine Nature,
which is beyond change, suffering and limited identification with a body-mind,
gross or subtle.
pain, each disappointment is pointing to the distortion and seeming loss of our
Inherent Divinity that needs to be healed!
We came into this Universe as Beings
of Radiant Consciousness, Participating in or Being One with the Source
Condition! Then we stepped down to experience in seeming separation all the possibilities of
creations of the One Light, that has many aspects, including the dark, that is
still an expression of light, just on a very dense vibrational level, and on the
lowest level, with almost the extinction of light.
return to What We Are, the Pure and Unstained frequency of Unconditional Love has
been created. It is the Graceful Means that allows to reunite
with Perfect Divine Light and Absolute Consciousness, our Native State.
as long as we hold on to the small picture of ourselves, a grave limitation to disguise Divine Reality and Unconditional Love, we will not find the perfection
our heart is yearning for.
to duality and opposition is to be deprived
of our true happiness and thereby true Divine Nature.
above, so below. As long as we put up merely with warm and cold, big and small,
good and bad, light and dark, peace and war, we support the wars here and in the skies between the
light forces and the dark forces. This will go on forever, as this is simply
the nature of the reality in which a part of our multidimensional nature seeks
by the visions of duality, we are deeply impressed by the seeming grandiosity
of our creations. Until we become really tired of them. Even tired of again and
again temporary arising hopes and temporary regained vigour and self-enforced enthusiasm
to seek in the realms of change for perfect peace ...
we come to the conclusion that there is no real way out of this seemingly eternal
dilemma - after so many trials to ride again and again the light of the positive
sinus wave, with exaggeratedly hopeful joy, a compensation for the fear it
might end soon again.
arrived at this point, is facing deep depression and hopelessness. But it is
actually a good thing. Because it tells us: Beloved, you are stuck, because you are on your wrong path! It
is NOT here where you really want to go! Remember? Your heart desires to go
HOME, your True Home, that is not of any dimension or planet. It Is Your Native State
of Radiant Divine Consciousness, Eternal Love and Bliss!
is neither found in this nor in other dimensions. It is not found somewhere
else. Like the proverbial woman who seeks desperately her pearl necklace in every
corner of her house, while she forgot she had it always around her neck.
do not need anything but to do the happy, although hard work, and develop a relationship with our own Deepest Core-Condition,
by acknowledging and letting go of everything
that is in between: false believes that persist as stuck energies in our
mental, emotional and spiritual bodies, blocking the down-pouring of the Blessed and
Powerful Divine Current of What We Always have been, when we entered this Universe.
this way we transcend all our experiences and knowledge that we have
accumulated during our journey, to be Awake again as the One that does not Know separation, but is in Love with all Creations, including the apparition of
duality, recognizing All as Part of the Divine Light and Consciousness That We Are.
is the only breaking free from all
limitations, dead-ends, hopeless depressions. It is the Gift of our frustrating endless
waiting time for betterment and change, if we are being willing to recognize
to the great sages, everything that changes is untrue. Only That Which does not
change is Truth.
we need to realize that our long waiting time for change is just a "normal" occurrence
that is inherent in the realms of duality. How could it be otherwise. And so,
no complaint and no desperation about it is based on reality, but rather on illusion! We are merely dealing
with cosmic laws we have chosen to experience.
must give up useless and unrealistic hopes and become real and true to
ourselves in our choices:
accept the experiences within duality as they are -- or to transcend this situation by entering the ecstatic ultimate path
of self-transcendence to return to our Divine Origin.
is entirely up to each one of us, if we use our self- authority and higher free will. None of this is "easy". But let happiness be your guide!
enlightenment is what you desire, it is important to understand the difference!
definition depends on the understanding that is based on your point of view and
the capacity for spiritual discrimination.
are as many definitions of enlightenment as there are paradigms. So it seems,
enlightenment is relative.
I AM not Speaking about relative enlightenment. I AM Speaking of True or
Radical Enlightenment, which is the most Profound Enlightenment a human being
is able to realize.
levels below to know and to define is your own task, as you proceed through
your evolution in consciousness where you experience many forms of relative
awakenings as your awareness expands. Each step then requires from you to be
fully conscious on your level of present understanding, in every detail of the
human faculties and how they project their content onto the universe or are being
mirrored by it.
You will understand that levels are fluid and are merging into one another. On whatever level of awareness you stand, you will probably
think that this is the whole truth.
the more wise you become, the more you know that the whole truth can never be
realized as long as you are identified with a finite person, an individual
soul, a being who is living mainly from the mind, even the subtle mind and
furthermore from the heart-mind, which
is based on your deeper personality or higher self.
Enlightenment is not aboutpoint of view, levels and dimensions, any kind of inclusion or
exclusion. It embraces all, even that which you cannot accept in this and other
worlds, and everything that is dark, cruel, unjust, twisted, hypocritical,
unreliable, deceitful and more. Everything you deny, never dealt with, although
it stared you right into your face.
be Truly Free requires your embrace and transcendence of all of this, - without
re-action, re-sistance, contraction away from it, - your body-mind expanded and
fully awake in My Divine Radiance that Is Your Natural Own State of Consciousness. Your
body-mind literally fully En-lightened and Pervaded, from top to toe by the
Divine Source-Light That Is Your True Nature, and even your En-lightened body-mind
transcended in That Consciousness That is Pure Love and Radiance, without
limitation, separation, and the otherness of light and dark.
you embrace the totality of darkness and its appearances, you admit that you are ALL that Exists without
exception, without fear, without repulsion which is ultimately a contraction
upon yourself, away from my Radiant Infinitely Expanded State that is also
embrace is a shock for your system, it does not come with a "nice"
sensation, a sweet God-idea, because it is the Power of Reality Itself That is
Communicating to You the Totality of Existence.
know that you are to prepare your body-mind for this Revelation through an
intense purification process which includes frequency and light - and Grace! It requires physical, emotional and spiritual
strength and is not just a superficial journey in a visionary illusion-land.
is the bitter and challenging medicine to be swallowed to heal at the very core of your being and to become
whole again as the Radiance of Love and Conscious Light!
is teaching and inviting you constantly to integrate all your experiences in a
way that you fully live them to go beyond, whatever it is, even your, what you call
"good" experiences, because they are just that: experiences via the
means of your body-mind. Your body-mind is but a tool to navigate through the
dimensions, including through the higher dimensions with a subtle body.
You Are in Reality Pure Consciousness and Radiant Energy and Love That does not "need" a
body, not even a mind to Exist, and That does not "need" the play of dimensions.
AM – You ARE - prior and beyond it.
realize this, is True Enlightenment because it is always Your Most Native