by Ute Posegga-Rudel
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As long as there is no real
and true and full Self-Love and Self-Acceptance, there is no true
accomplishment on our life path.
From there all life fully begins.
Only from then we can give fully to the world
and to others. Because we mirror their own potential.
Then the Living Waters do
not not dry up and are forever available in always overflowing fullness.
Self-Love is when we are
resting in our own Truth that never changes.
Self-Love is when our Soul
reigns our life.
Self-Love is when we know Who
We Are.
Self-Love is when the well of
Self is Unlocked.
Self-Love is formless and mere
Being. It Is Radiance. It is Love Itself. It Is Joy. It Is Peace. It Is timeless. And
it is Power. Our true Power. It is directly in Union
with All-That-Is. It Is Spaceless and has no location, but can be located at
the Heart. It Is the Divine Spark in our Heart or Being. It Is The Heart of
Being Itself.
If we do not know that Self,
we cannot truly love ourselves and so we look for love in other places and love
from others.
Love cannot be divided. It
merely Is. We can participate in It, we can Be It. But It cannot be separated
in parts, like here a piece and there a piece.
Love is a phenomenon that
merely Is. We need to surrender to It.
When we forget ourselves, the
little self that is afraid and that is angry and guilty, and that is sad, then this One
Self-Love can emerge as Love that merely Is.
It is a Field of Unity that
we always have been, prior to all these errors and unbelief, confusions,
doubts, imaginations of “little me”, weakness, powerlessness, victimhood … All
these separate identities who struggle to survive.
In Self-Love there Is only
Fullness. It cannot be diminished. But when we are drawn into side tracks with
our energies, out of our very Center of Self-Being, as our mind creates
separate point of views and convictions, parts of the whole, importance,
differences that separate, and are not seen as expressions of Oneness, we
cannot have self-love, and we seek love and acceptance from others. Because our
heart can never accept and love what is not Real, and so we do not accept
ourselves.
In that moment we Self-betray.
And knowingly or not, we have left the true seat of Self-Love, we have been
going astray in illusion land, although society tells us that illusion land is
the only reality. Unknowing parents tell us so, teachers are teaching it,
universities are instructing us, and
churches are preaching it.
Hypnotized and overwhelmed by
this mass-indoctrination we went into a separate thinking mood, confused and
alienated from ourselves. Parents, teachers, friends, lovers and churches only
love us if we do not love ourselves truly. If we would they would be afraid of
our freedom.
So in order to be loved we
are choosing dependency on others. That is our contract.
And so we
are not free. We have paid a high price for this pale seeming surrogate-happiness
that is so fragile and always vanishing into the anxious waters of deepest
insecurity.
We
need to be honest with ourselves! Only profound honesty tells us if we truly
love ourselves. Often we think we do. But it is only a thought, a wish. And this
continues to be as long as we do not really and thoroughly explore our true
feelings and emotions and fears and insecurities that are sitting as blockages
upon the freedom of our Infinite Self,
so that we cannot see It.
Self-Love
can never be just a thought. An idea or imagination. It must be fully experienced
and directly lived. To experience it truly we must feel the pain, we must allow
that hurt, that old wound that imagines not to be loved, to have failed.
But
how can we expect from others to love us, if we do not love ourselves first? How can we love
ourselves if we do not understand that failure is part of a learning process?
The learning or investigation process of the soul in this imperfect dimension?
Self-Love
is the knowing that all our experiences, successes and failures, are subordinate
to our eternal Being of Self. In the Imperishable and Eternal Field of Self there are no successes and no
failures. Both is experienced and interpreted as such by the separate self that
is the construct of the mind.
The
investigation process of the soul in this dense reality has come to a conclusion when the Presence of
our Divine Self has victoriously emerged after we completed the journey of
seeming separation from It.
This
does not mean that from now on we have to be perfect in our appearance! Perfect
can only be The Self. We can still make mistakes and we can still experience
emotions. We have not become dead statues, motionless and lifeless, because the
waves of life continue in this still imperfect world.
It
is really all about this Emergence, this finding again, this Self-Discovery of
Something we really never lost. To unite again with what we Are, we need
discrimination to understand what is not-Self, relinquish it, accept all the
pains and errors, and then to not give up in the process of Self-discovery, our focus flying like a
straight arrow to our intuited own Truth.
What
we focus on must reveal itself! Such we never are to give up, dedicated with
Love and perseverance to locate What We Always have been. There is no side
track forever and no side track that can destroy what we Are.
We
just need to decide to turn around into the only direction that will reward us
with eternal satisfaction.
Once
we have allowed that most natural and always self-existing Self-Love to rise
from the deepest depth of our Being, everything becomes a dance, a joy, a
simplicity. And dilemmas disappear in the unity of all things and beings and in
the beauty of Divine Existence.
And
so it is!
With
much love,
Ute
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