PERSONAL UPDATE: STILLNESS

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Dear friends,

presently I am writing less as you have probably noticed.

Time stands still and I seem to exist in this vast silence where no talking  occurs and no world appears other than the one of immediate daily necessities. 

When I look deeper into this silence which is just a state of being, I discover it in all the objects around me, they all are silent and just are. 

Thoughts and even emotions (not feeling, feeling coincides with the stillness) are just occurring, when they occur, as automated mechanisms of the body-mind. For sure they do not have a substantial and true existence. They just occur as a kind of noise. 

It seems I exists in this very dense bubble of stillness into which no chatter enters and into which also no message from other realms is coming through. The world holds its breath. 

We are not the body, it is our instrument to know creation, and even the paper staple on my desk, reminder of a heavy world out there, demonstrates merely presence, and what is printed on the surface of the sheets seems to be an unnecessary disturbance in this sea of stillness and just the expression of the trial to achieve something. 

But in truth, nothing has been ever "achieved" here. It is all a mere motion, like ripples in the ocean, they do not have a goal and destiny in themselves, they just happen. 

This silence that abides me, or call it the mere presence of existence, has a tangible "density" and power of materialization. It is a void while things appear to be merely on its surface. Like in a centrifuge. 

There is a radiance with it also, very subtle in its shine, like silk, and it permeates the body. So the shine and the stillness are going together: a shining stillness. That is what is transforming the body and is altering our consciousness. 

And indeed it is not separate from anything or anybody, and not even from our Earth Mother Gaia, it is Her very state as well, as we go together through this transformation. Deeply rooted with our body in Her and being  One with Her Christed Heart. 

We all share this if we are willing and ready to share. We all are part of this stillness and this shining essence, we are not separate from it and not separate from one another. 

Although we might "think" it separate. But that is the thinking part. Remember: we become what we are meditating on. So if you think you are separate, assume with no doubt and explore deeply the truth of non-separation. First the mind must agree and then the feeling kicks in. Non-separation can only be felt. 

Feeling is the foremost quality of the human being, and emotion is the more denser part of it. But when we clear the density of what is called the "lower emotions", free feeling remains, and it is unobstructed. But even if emotions arise, deep down free feeling ALWAYS exists. 

Try it. You can reduce any emotion to free feeling, because it is the root of emotion.

It is the feeling which makes us spiritual beings, and by feeling Divinity, our own Divinity and the Divinity in which we are all arising, the Conscious Source Light, we ultimately become what we meditate on or become one with the object of our feeling-awareness.

This free feeling is the Love we all share, which is not a sentimental entity and no object to us or a "product" of something. It is inherent being-ness. Without a thought.

Love that we create with the power of thought, is made of emotion and thought: it is senti-mental! 

I had no intention to make this into an essay or produce a certain message. What I wrote emerged out of the silence, somehow by itself, without a plan or concept. 

Should I say: enjoy the journey?

I am not sure. This silence does not know any journey, it is motionless, and in it even the journey appears to be an illusion.  

So I better conclude with: BE HAPPY, dearest friends, ENJOY you Being-ness, be encouraged to let go all the un-necessary by-products of your own true and Divine Essence! 

Much love,

Ute

http://radiantlyhappy.blogspot.com.au/2012/04/personal-update-stillness.html

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WE CANNOT ESCAPE DIVINITY

                       

                         
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                                                             Dear friends,
 

As I am reading the energies, I am also seeing and feeling the mass consciousness, and the turbulences in their response to the incoming mighty cosmic waves of light.

Right now we are sitting in a pressure cooker and as far as I can see, this will not subside and get easy and even for quite a while. Everything is in tumult, that which is not seeking and attuning to this light, which and who is not striving to be love and willing to let go the convictions, attitudes and behaviors, that hold on to the old world that neglects the Divine Law.

These new energies of pure and exalted Joy, and of a Light which is not of this world, so pure and sublime it is, and which is the energy of our new high heart, might not be felt by all within the body, but our intuition knows that it is here, and our heart knows, when we allow the silence to come forward and inform our busy lives.

This pristine and high vibrational light is creating our new heart chacra, to own the new creation of the human race and to  hold its domicile in our newly to be created bodies and transformed and blossoming consciousness.

In other words we are part of this new light. And In this way it makes sure that ascension truly happens.

This light is indeed other-wordly. It is a brilliance and bright inspiration to transcend the 3dimensional reality and is the bridge into a Divine World, drawing us directly into It, as it comes from there.

We are not separated from this Divine World anymore, as it has found a way to directly communicate with us by having itself located into our physicality, a form that starts to brighten with its impact. We cannot "escape" Divinity anymore.

Being such connected, we infuse the turmoil of the world with Divine Light, so that it shines on everything, smoothing the hard edges of a 3dimensional appearance, helping them to glow and finally to surrender to that light. So that all things become transparent when the time has come. All that seems to be rock-solid and dark cannot resist this light. It is on its way to be victorious and all the congested feeling hearts, seemingly cold, are melting.

There will be a glorious opening of all that still resists the light, to the existing Magnificence of the Radiant Divine, that Bliss, that Joy, that Beauty. As we are in truth nothing but vessels for the Divine and not separate from It. As the Sun is a vessel, so we are. As the Sun is a channel for that Divinity, so we are.

The All-That-Is is Light and Light is Consciousness. As the Light informs our bodies it instills us with the knowledge of our Divinity, because there is Only God. And this will be our own Knowing, in our surrender to that Light, to that Consciousness.

Dearest friends, do not look into the chaos of this time if you seek healing and happiness. Find that brilliant Gift that wishes to inform you with Its own glory. Birth your new world, - the world and life and being- which you desire to emerge, by entrusting this new Light with its creation.

By allowing ourselves to be drawn by that light to the realm where it is coming from, we have already transcended the old world of separation. There is only One Light and One Consciousness and we all are participating in It, whether we know it or not.

We are so Blessed!

Much love,

Ute 

http://radiantlyhappy.blogspot.com.au/2012/03/we-cannot-escape-divinity.html

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MY PERSONAL UPDATE: A BARDO OR WHAT?

Dear friends and readers of my blog!

No, at this time no messages are coming through. Instead I am experiencing an infinite "void" of radiance in which I am existing and at the same time the feeling  as if things have come to a halt.

There might be many of you who are experiencing a similar state right now, also depending on where you are in your own spiritual process. 

By describing more in detail my own experience  and my understanding of it, you are invited to contribute yours too which will help us together to better understand what is going on and how to deal with it. 

No messages coming through and my brain feels empty of "old" content and familiar functioning where certain brain waves suddenly are missing. It feels like it has taken a vacation. This emptiness does not feel "negative", it is a different quality to what I have been used to. This emptiness is paired with great clarity and brilliance in my head and forehead and there is a fine vertical line of pure radiant light, reaching from the 3th eye to above the head, however not very far. Because it feels somehow like being "marked", it reminds me of the sign which I felt on my forehead before the 11.11.11 event, only that it was a horizontal line or mark.  

See my personal 11.11.11 report here.

There are no images or thoughts attached to this void, it feels like "eternal" stillness and it has been there now since about 10 days more or less constantly. 

In the same way there is this clarity and radiance and huge boundless space  in my heart, paired with the same stillness which I experience in my head.

It feels like spiraling into a new direction, and interesting enough any feeling or connection or drive regarding "Ascension" is gone, as if it is not an issue any more. At least this is how it feels now. It might return but with a different quality and understanding.

Daily life is more like observing how the mind works by igniting images in my brain, all based on mini-electrical charges.  My body and my mind are functioning, but they belong to the 3D body-mind, and is a mechanism and plays as usual, nothing "holy" about it. 

But for me everything is different, not the body, I believe, but in terms of my "consciousness". 

As if something has been taken away, a "content" or karma (?), as if an old chapter had ended and a new one is in the making, and in between there is now this endless void, where the world seems to stand still. No, it is not confusing, but just different and unusual, and if I fully accept it, it is a wonderful state where my whole body is filled with this radiant and clear light. No universe, no world, no "above" and no "below", just great clarity and Being-ness, in which the body is naturally embedded. 

I am considering whether this is the "introduction" of the 5th dimension into our being. Is the awareness of the quality of the higher dimensions, directly in the body  dawning, the beginning of a new creation? 

It is possible. Because old and unnecessary contents need to be removed from the structure of our body-mind, before new dimensional qualities can be implemented. The void can mean that the brains in head and heart are being upgraded or restructured, and that this is the beginning of the change of our carbon based body into a crystalline body. The radiant clarity feels actually crystalline! 

Is there a new chapter in earth's history about to begin? The "world" seems to go on as "usual", but there is a new quality of powerful influx of  light/consciousness into our world occurring,  which is expanding exponentially and which seems to take over the old reality, the one to which we have been used for Millenniums. 

We might personally experience this new quality as the "void" or "vastness" I have described above. And as it is "new" here on our planet, we are given now a time of adaptation. In some sense it feels like a stage of death, a letting behind the old world, a Bardo, a Divine Gift and great Test, if we are willing to let go or if we want to hold on to old self-imagery and old ways of thinking and living.
And perhaps a test whether we are willing to transcend useless self-identifications, such as: "I am the mind" and allow ourselves merely to BE Divine Consciousness, prior to mind. Exercising our feeling capability.
A test whether we allow to be free from bondage and old contents, related to our old roles.

From here we are to create a new existence and make a choice for which each of us is responsible alone.
It is the time of the qualifying process to where we wish and be able to proceed from here. This choice has to be made NOW, and we can, and we can easily, as there is no old content which could draw us unvoluntarily back to it. 

I personally feel that I need to take a lot of rest and not to be "busy",  to allow myself to sink deeply into this state of "bardo". In this void, it feels to me as if  Gaia is holding her breath and about to make a big jump, or is greatly incubating  something, soon ready to give birth, to put it in terms of a linear time line and dualistic point of view. In reality her powerful presence is already beyond time and the limitations of the 3th dimension.  

Beside this void there are also these immense powerful energies flooding, pressing and pushing through my body. And I woke up in the last two nights while I received imprints of  round shapes with a regular geometric color pattern each in my head and torso, a small one in the size of the head and a big one in the size of the torso. 

With that void in the brain, it is difficult at the moment to concentrate on contents. So it was not that easy to put this update here together.  My thoughts often flushed away quickly as soon as they appeared, like a stretched rubber band tends to snap back to its original size, to make room for the void :) :)

I hope that my reflections  can give you a point of orientation for yourself at this very strange stage in our evolutionary process. While some of us might have similar experiences and understandings, others might come from a different point of view. All we can do is to describe our experiences and insights. I believe at this point we cannot argue, because we have never been before in this process of an about to occur quantum leap.


With much love and many blessings!
Ute
http://radiantlyhappy.blogspot.com/2011/12/my-personal-update-bardo-or-what.html
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