This Blog serves your ascension process and finding the truth of what and who you truly are, with messages from the Realms of Light. May your heart be inspired and may you grow in consciousness and participate in the Light and Love of the Supreme Being. May you be blessed and be happy!
With much Love, Ute Shan'A'Maa
it is not possible to live without Me because I Am your very Source That Is the
Foundation of your life and the Foundation of everything else.
what a phenomenon it is that you are not aware of Me, that you easily forget
Me, that you feel separate from Me!
what a phenomenon that even when you think of Me and talk about Me, that you
still feel alienated from Me? How could you, as I Am your very Substance?
this not a mystery? An error, a fault of creation?
are you not aware of Me and One with Me as Divine Consciousness, day and night, As I Am?
do you know Who I Am?
say: KNOW Who I Am?
you do not know because I am not your knowable object.
can never be known by the knowing mind. You cannot think Me. You cannot imagine
yet I Am. Independent of all your talking and thinking and imagining.
is the True and Real Mystery.
about Me, if I Am not authentically felt, As I Am, is sheer nonsense, because
such small talk can never contain me, can never transmit the Profundity of Ecstatic
Love-Bliss-Happiness That I Am. As Such I Am the Foundation of this world and
all worlds, of all existence and all the cosmic mind and domain and all beings.
identified as a separate and heavily limited body-mind, tend to address Me and
to describe Me as an Abstract and Faint Entity, as if you are almost equal to
Me, a kind of “buddy” to you. But in Truth it is absurd , because how can a
modification of Me, presuming to be separate from Me, be equal to Me.Whereas all what you appear to be inheres in Me.
to truly “know“ My Divine Greatness you cannot just talk about Me, you can only
more and more profoundly heart-feel Me, and in due course Realize Me as your
own Eternal and True Nature. You must become Me by surrendering your total
body-mind, - step by step to Me. If this surrender would happen instantaneously
in a moment you would explode and burn off in My Consuming Fire of transformation.
Am the Very Divine Fire, Beloveds, the all-consuming Fire of all those who
would participate with Me, in My Infinite Divine Realm of Conscious Light.
I Am the underlying Power of all Worlds and Things and Beings, while Be-ing simultaneously
all of them, you must unite with Me slowly to not to burn but increasingly
adapt to My heat until you become One with Me in Ecstasy, your whole body-mind transcended
and given into My Radiant Divine Consciousness.
see, I Am not an idea or nice and even inspiring thought, Beloveds. To Become
Real with Me, is a tangible and profound process, in which your total body-mind
is being transformed and more and more surrendered to My Conscious Light until
it vanishes in It. How could it be otherwise?
you not desire to Become Who you truly Are? Utter and unthinkable Freedom from
all conditional suffering! The wonder is that I Am you, whereas you are not Me,
you, as a separate and individual body-mind, empty of My Radiance. As such you
perceive Me as an other. But I Am your subjective Source-Condition, Entirely
Divine, Not-Two, Radiant, Eternal.
could you consent to be entirely Mine other than by being profoundly in Love
with Me! Only deepest Heart- Love of Me opens a Radiant Door in which the Vision
arises to embrace Me, to let Me transform you to Me what is otherwise separate
and solely an idea of identity, you call “I”.
True I Am is Me. But not as a body-mind, or a pale thought or lifeless feeling,
a silence perhaps, and conditional peace.An empty space. That empty space that many think is true “I Am“, is in
fact another form of separate identity. What I Am is not just a silent dark
space in a kind of vacuum that seems to lack awareness of a separate body-mind.
A bardo, before your attention falls back into the experience of something that
you identify as “I” in form, gross, subtle or even causal.
Am That I Am Is Radiant Conscious Light, the Substance of everything that
arises in Me. My Prior Silence is Absolut and Supreme Radiance. It is all-powerful, all-pervading, all
Love-Bliss-Happiness. It is your True Identity, Infinite and Eternal,
body-less, mind-less, form-less. All your other identities you are suffering, are
solely fractions of What You Are.
why this separation from Me, this neglection of Me? It is the most limiting identity with the program of your body-mind (gross, subtle and causal!), that you THINK you
are and you consented with, the “I” of confinement, you so powerfully hold on
to and out of which you have constructed an artificial life. A life you have
accommodated to in a way that you even think you are happy, at best. Or that
“it” could make you “happy”: with icecream,good-looking, chocolate, lovers and holidays and their substitutes.
enough, you need a lot and always recurring incidents with ice creams and
chocolates, to keep you happy. While I Am Happiness Itself, always and
naturally, and free of things to fill your emptiness of Me.
depends on what you want to make of your life. Whether you want to play in the
powerless quicksands of illusionary reality made up by the dreaming of your
mind, or if you desire to awaken in the Radiant Real-ity of Truth of What I Am,
That Is Your Home. It is All-Powerful-Love, Self-Existing, and not just mind´s love intention.
you can think is not Me. You can think Me much and even more and more. And
while you think Me, even with the slightest thought, you move away from Me. I Am Independent of mind and thought and prior
to it. I Am. Find Me by transcendence of self. This process is an ordeal to the
separate body-mind, and not just a nice walk in the morning sun distracted by the
phantasies of rainbow flowers.
the Gift is to be Awake as Undying Happiness, Eternity, Truth, Bliss and
Ultimate Divine Consciousness. I needed to tell you a bit of Who I Truly Am so
that you might not choose to continue in the illusions of your dying mind. In
Me there is no death. There is Only Eternal Being-ness, all Bliss-full and as
such never Changing.
Am! And which “I” are you choosing? And when you are choosing Me, can you walk
the way truly on your own?Can you
transcend the body-mind, while still identified with it? How would the mind
transcend itself? You become what you meditate on. How do you meditate on Me?
How do you know for real, that you do not meditate on your own mind, even the higher mind, ideas and
presumptions, imagining it is Me?
you are serious,I will reveal Myself to
you. Ask, and doors will open.
Am Your God-Self!
conveyed by Ute http://radiantlyhappy.blogspot.com.es/2015/03/our-god-self-while-you-think-me-you.html
thank you - all of you so much, who responded to my situation - for your kind and heart-felt support! Thank you for your love and your light and your blessings! I have read all your comments and appreciations for my work with joy and gratitude!
And I am proud of you who suggested that I look at the profound loss from a spiritual point of view, namely that this time is about loosing an identity that is perhaps still bound to this dimension and to assume Christ Consciousness, or however we want to call it.
I am not able to reply to you inividually, my smartphone does not allow it.
So I try to answer here as good as I can.
Now - the following is not what you think it would be. But I need to paint the whole picture, so that you can SEE what we are made of. Look at my "case" as an example that applies to all of us. Although we live on so called quarantine Earth, although we live on a prison planet, we are FREE! Although there is misery for the overwhelming majority of humanity, we are in Truth all Happy.
And here it begins:
First of all, imagine, it was not only about the total loss of my electronic equipment and the data of my life work (only the few images I uploaded to fineartamerica are usable because they are in high definition) also all my websites can never be updated because I lost all the pages, created with a special software, stored on my devices. To recover them all would be hard work of several month and no fun. Perhaps it is difficult to understand what this all means for an artist. Additionally all my beloved music is gone, everything. I need it also for my videos. But it is all gone. Every piece of it and proof that I bought it.
I don't mention this to be pitied. But just to emphasize the extent to which the situation escalated. Because it is interesting enough, that none of this truly touches me - to my own amazement. It should though, one would think. Yes, there was this immense shock! Which is a normal reaction of the body-mind. It took a while to get out of it.
this was not already enough,
I first did not find what I hoped to find in my new appartement: more peace and ease than in my first one here on this island.
I don't know what is worse! The loss or the ongoing dangerous situation I started to live in.
Imagine: only to go to the bathroom requires to lock the door to the terrasse and to hide somewhere my smartphone, because exactly in the few minutes out of sight thieves could come in. This is what happens here all the time, but I didn't know before. This kind of crazy living and thinking is just ridiculous and you can never relax. In the night I better keep the light on. And on and on.
There was more though. The noise from the street turned out to be overwhelming ( when I first visited it was kind of not noticable) and the energy in the house started to provoke strong headaches which became ever more worse. Sometimes they didn't allow me to sleep.
Dearest friends! Of course, what do you think! I deal with this whole mess on the level I have been always most passionate about: The Unconditional, the Root Condition or Divine Reality, this Radiant Space of Stillness where we are untouched! Physical pain, yes, but untouched at the core of my being. It comes with the frequency of fullness and deep peace, even with happiness, taking over the body.
But don't doubt for a moment that I exactly desired to live this already in the new place from the beginning. It was my very intention! So the loss and all the disaster did not push me to this inner detachment. I consider the mess and all the now required extreme efforts as an extra gift. Perhaps a test how far the mess could go, and I still stay happy ( besides the inevitable shock in my bones and a partial desorientation in this world.)
Bottomline: yes, there is the loss of things, but not of myself or self-identity. Because it is deeper than my personality and its doings. And you know what? Peace is here anyway. Deeper than the mind can imagine. And yes, noise from the street and such bad odor from the busses at times that I need to close all windows. Not exactly what I had prayed for though. But the headaches went away in the fullness and thick air of peaceful Reality, the substance of the world.
Perhaps it all needed to happen to be the living proof for what I have been trying to inspire you with in all these years: our own true Divine Identity that is already Free and Untouched and Happy. No matter what is happening and whatever the body-mind is exposing to the observer.
I got what I wanted. But it came not from outside. It happens from inside. And inside overwrites the outside. This is nothing new but in this case a dramatic proof is being given that it is so. I do the crazy locking of doors and hiding of things. I am cautiously looking around when I leave the house. I experience how my new home is vibrating and humming from the thunder of the traffic. (This to me! Being extremely sensitive to noise!) I flee from the deadly toxic smell of the street. I experience the unthinkable: my life work gone with all the equipments.
But still I laugh. I am free. I lack nothing, although everything is missing and worse than ever. Please consider in the midst of it: you and I are not separate. You are me and I am you on the deepest level of our being. So the essence of what I experience could also be yours. There is no difference, only acceptance and readiness to be who we are.
Perhaps mankind altogether is awaiting a grand loss soon, the loss of our culture we have been famliarizing with over all these years. If our world is to become new the old must first die. Perhaps we all must prepare for this experience. For many it will reveal to them who they truly Are.
I am writing from my smartphone - still waiting to own again a laptop. Managing my internet life from a smartphone is a real unpleasant ordeal though, which I try to avoid as much as possible. And formatting is almost impossible.
It is an interesting experience to have lost everything and not being able yet to replace it. Whereby my lost artwork and writings, that I created over many years, cannot be replaced of course, with all the money of the world.
This total loss makes
me wonder whether I was really of service to humanity - or perhaps the opposite: whether my work was not pleasing the common mind of the esoteric scene, or even those who would like to suffocate the light.
Given the numbers of my subscribers and the visits to my blog, I received almost zero feedback, besides 3 beautiful souls who expressed their support and feeling heart to me.
My joyful gratitude and love to you!
But otherwise it seems that my work did not really make a difference in this world and it doesn't really matter whether I continue.
Nevertheless, it always has been my deepest heart's intention to inspire, to bring clarity and truth to my beloved brothers and sisters. This will always be so.
But I might perhaps in the near future change a bit the subject and bring a slightly different perspective onto the equation of this vulnerable world.
We have learned much about the difficulty to move deeply enough the human heart, to inspire with radiant visions to truly world changing actions on the personal and more public level. Otherwise our planetary situation would have changed already in a significant way for the better.
Perhaps it is not sufficiently enough understood by many that change must start with ourselves and cannot be expected to be brought to us from "outside".
The mind plays thereby a significant role, to begin with. But we must understand that it is the frequency of our being, the incarnated light together with a rising consciousness, or rather a Divine Consciousness, that brings the real change about.
The change I am talking about cannot be a change that moves a bit the figures on the chess board. Rather we must relinquish the whole chess board! There must be a radical change altogether, that lifts our whole being out of the present situation into a completely new paradigm that transcends the dilemma we are in.
To trigger this profound transformation we need the power of the heart and the inspiration of our higher intelligence that is carried by the Radiance of our True Native State: the Reality of the love-blissful Divinity, based at the root of our Eternal and very Existence, prior to the soul.
It transcends mind, even the higher mind. It is the Root of everything we experience, know and create. It is our true Home. It Is Us.
Why not allow to be drawn to the Ultimate Root of our existence. No more trying to change color and shape. But to return to that which we inherently Are. From there only a truly Divine World can arise. It resolves our dilemma. It is the answer to the riddle. It turns our chaotic world that hangs upside down, upside and upright again. It puts everything into place. It puts all things right.
Don't we all have enough from the fruitless and unsubstantial juggle of the lower mind in the illusionary realms of intense duality? Are we exhausted, phlegmatic and full of doubt?
We can Now do better. We can wake up to what we Really - and I mean REALLY - Are. THIS changes the world.
To awaken to the facts of how our world has been managed in the last Thousands of years, is not enough! We must do the Inside job, not the political one, but the subjective, individual one.
It starts with us. We must all visit our own underworld and make it conscious. What's out there is a mere reflection of that. When we dig deep enough and thoroughly enough,we find the Treasure that is burried underneath all the rotten garbage: our True Radiant Divine Self. Not just a chacra, by the way. But the Divine Itself.
Dear Friends, I am writing from my mobile phone today. The day I moved into my new home a gang of thieves broke in and took with them - besides other most important things- my computers and external hardrives containing all the backups. This means that all my work over many years is gone: my writings, my art work, my videos, my work with the Mandalas and other precious healing material, put together over many years, all music, important information, addresses, softwares, registration codes, emails, contact information, important links - I have not even yet a full overview of what I lost. But it is devastating. Only now I have been informed that this area is prone to such robberies.
Well I moved to here to help to create the New World together with others. To heal this ancient part of the world. But what I encounter are massive adversities. Well it does not only happen to me but to many who live here.
Presently I have no means to continue with this work. Without computer equipped with specific softwares my work is not possible. I wonder whether this is a sign that my work continues in a different form. But so far I have no clue and the shock is still sitting in my bones.
This has been a free service to you all over all these years, where I have been working very hard with all my heart countless hours a week, supported in the last 2 years by 3 beautiful souls with each 10 Australian Dollars a month and a few donations in between in the same range.
Perhaps the balance between giving and receiving has been not in balance. And the result is this sudden stop of this work. I cannot afford a new computer that suits my needs and necessary requirements. And without internet connection I cannot do other work.
I am very sorry for this unpleasant news. I do not know whether this blog can continue as well as the production of videos. But perhaps a miracle occcurs.
Dear friends, I have been very busy in the last 2 weeks, trying to find a another apartment, which is quite difficult where I live. I have water damage and wildly growing funghus on the walls of my bedroom and everywhere else. So I need to move out ASAP. Finally I found a new living circumstance - a kind of comprise though. Next week I will be moving .... and I guess after that I need some decent rest. You will be hearing from me soon! :)
I AM speaking to you, because I AM one of your guardians who are protecting
your awakening process and your light. And who is protecting the manifestation of your soul purpose
against all odds.
Powerful events are going to unfold shortly. I ask you to be prepared
and to allow yourself to receive good news with joyful expectancy.
Please raise your energies and light frequencies now in order to
support what is going to happen with the intent of the Divine Light- Forces.
You are at a crucial turning point in your history - and it is important to tune now into the
frequencies and events that will change your world dramatically.
Although it seems nothing new is happening so far, as if those
who occupy your world are taking it more and more over, this is an illusion.
Because it seems to be only real when you look at some visible signs and
But what REALLY is being prepared, - right now behind the scenes, powerfully
orchestrated by the light forces, both, with physical and non-physical bodies – will come
soon to the forefront as visible and tangible events, to be experienced certainly by all
This will change the mind and heart of your still sleeping
brothers and sisters, and they will wake up to a new reality they never would
have dreamed of.
I ask you, who are awake, and especially those of you who are
awake, but lowered your vibration with doubt and despair while suffering unacceptable
life circumstances, because of the controlling negative powers, to wake up even
more empowered, allowing new hope and the certainty that all your human needs and
rightful desires will be met soon.
We need all of you, Beloveds, to support the incoming light and
the helping light forces to succeed and
to bring about a shift that is happening in a most benign way, - at least as
benign as possible.
At peak times, when you are at a crossroad, a shift can happen
when there is powerful new energy and intent, to create it. You want a powerful
shift that as soon as possible would lock into the new, desired pattern of a New Reality.
new patterns are about the victory of the light and therefore its rising mightiness
in your world. It is about joy and new gained strength in every human being and
all kingdoms of your Beloved Earth Mother. And yes, it is about Her own Shift
into a new consciousness, because also the vibration ofso called matter will rise significantly.
You are all One in this process, all of you. Whether “matter” or
living beings on Earth, you all are Consciousness, as even a wall is conscious.
Much happiness is waiting for you, Beloveds.
I ask you to align to the powerful light that is now so
undoubtedly present around you. Allow it to fill your body-mind and to raise
your consciousness to bring you to a new and higher vibration.
This will enable you to participate in the shifting energies on
your planet, as humanity’s consciousness shifts and instigates the necessary momentum.
Such empowered you are the chosen facilitators of the shift – as
you unite in its Conscious Field. And such united, you ARE the field, Beloveds, to
bring about anything your heart is dreaming of. To bring about the New World. To Be the grounds on which universal transformation can happen.
Be assured that My Light and Protection, My loving Impact on
this great Shift is supporting you who
are involved in this wonderful process. You, who are dedicated to the light, must now stand together, unified, supportive
to one another.
United by the Power of Unconditional Love, our Victory is Here - with so much Splendor, as I and so
many, many Divine Beings of Light and Divine Love are participating with you!
We should be Happy, because
this is our natural State of Being.
If we are not, it is because we buy into all that stuff that we are NOT.
It is time for humanity to
free ourselves from all that rubbish we have being hanging on for millenniums. It
is time to recognize that we lived from a wrong point of view, and now it is
time to change the perspective! Radically, - or not?
What perspective? The idea
that we are a body-mind-complex who lives in such and such a world. While it is
true, that we have had enough of all these betrayals, false images, beliefs,
strange experiences, shortcomings, frustrations, fears, angers, and so on, by
experiencing this stupid limitations of a world that we allowed to be governed
by a few absurd individuals who shrinked ridiculously away from the forever
Unobstructed Radiance of Truth – we also
might come now to understand that this is not anymore about exchanging
black suits with white suits.
Didn’t we do this exchange
already for eons? Isn’t it time to go beyond this play of opposites, with
which we confine ourselves to be beings who are merely a form? Isn’t it time to
accept our True and Native
State in which we neither
emphasize the black nor the white? Otherwise we are going on and on and on.
Times, in which whiteness and blackness comes and goes. Because it must, when
we hang on to one side at a time. Because of the law of balance.
Now we have the opportunity
to look differently, with a new understanding at the world, we created. We have
now come to the point where we have exhausted the black suits, and with detailed
understanding we have enough of this one-sided game of pretending we are some
really miserable subjects, victims of a world nobody understands, without the power to create what our heart
desires. To live a life of unlimited un-happiness.
Now do we really want to
re-establish our more exalted past where
we have been wearing the white suits, but! pay attention! while still limited, even as divine beings,
identified with a form? 12 DNA strands or more, able to fly (as separate beings) through the cosmos,
living in subtle dimensions of radiant manifestations. Yes, a wonderful divine
creation. But is separation from our Native State enough?
How FREE have we actually
been? Do we really want to again repeat, yes, even with a new delightful experience
of an ascended semi-physical body to live in the “heavens”? Yes, wonderful play though!
But: is this ALL WE ARE?
Is the exhaustive experience
of the opposites of the black and the white not an invitation to go beyond both of them? Are we willing to
learn? Are we capable of understanding the game now, because we have
profoundly experienced it? Yes, starseeds, so what? Evolution remains the evolution of the conditional.
And will not – while we are held captive in the polarity of this game (because we have decided so) –
darkness return, after we exploited the conditional light? Are not both sides
of the coin vulnerable to each other?
There are notions that from
this time of ascension on darkness will never return. How? To the one who decides
for the conditional light of the rainbow, polarity is inherent in their
experience. Only when we desire to transcend the conditionality of black
and white, we can enter the Unconditional.
But this does not happen in mindful imagination. In a week-end seminar or by a self-applied technique or manipulation, or while we add something to our body-mind. It is a real process in which we surrender the total body-mind to our Own Divine Truth.
In fact, as long as we hold
on to the conditional, we do not claim our True Identity. We deliberately
choose to be some confined being, vulnerable to inevitable changes within the
play of polarity.
The incoming powerful energy,
light and information that inspires us with the remembrance of our Divinity,
also provides us with Divine
Intelligence and the choice to explore
the Unconditional, the Divine Reality beyond and prior to the conditional. The
Divine Substance in which the conditional
arises. The Light which is above all lights. The Unconditional Light. The
Infinite. The Eternal Love-Bliss. Our Source.
We cannot truly know
intimately this world without knowing, or better: realizing its Source. Source
is not an object. It cannot be known by the mind as an “other”. Body-mind must
surrender to its Source, its Eternal
Love-Bliss. Source is our own Divine Subjectivity. Because it is our Inherent
But we speak of Source as if
we would own it. As if we could
manipulate The Unspeakable, as if IT would be our servant. As if our egoic
personality – the body-mind-system - could have Source at its disposal. What a
In Reality, it is our
body-mind-system (either of the white or the black suits) that is at the
disposal of the Glorious Source, The ALL-LOVING, The ETERNAL, The UNMANIFESTED,
The One That Does Not Create but IS All Beings and Things. IT is our own True
Why would we choose less? Why
would we go with the tides of opposites instead of transcending them and enjoy
the play for Real, because we are not
Is it because we do not dare to know that we ARE Pure Divine
Consciousness? As such we ARE formless and irrevocably FREE, surrendered
to our Real State of Utter
Delight and Beauty, Perfection and the Unchanging Truth of Existence.
The white and black suits are
merely pale players within this Radiance!