Monday, April 9, 2012

Personal Update: 9. April 2012

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Dear friends,

It looks like that I need a break from my ongoing 24/7 service for some time and listen to my body. The physical challenges are quite strong, not as much overwhelming as they have been, but still powerful. My body has to process daily, beginning from when I wake up,  enormous amounts of energy, and this is very tiring, sometimes painful and to the point of exhaustion.
So I need some rest from the computer and look after myself, which I hardly have done in the last months.

However, if there is an irresistible urge to communicate, whatever it might be, I will of course post it here.:)

All my readers are in my heart! 

Till then much love and many blessings!

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  1. Take some well deserved rest Ute - we will all look forward to your refreshed return.

  2. All the best,
    Be in Peace and Bliss!


  3. I am feeling as you.. I don't know how to respond. The normally balancing act of relaxing with nature's beauty only seems to bring tears of helplessness... I am having doubts and I don't like it... sickening doubts and creeping fear... where is my certainty? Yet I persist... love oozes through tears.

    I have faith it will pass.. or I try to. What if this certainty that sparked close after 11/11/11 was co-incidence? STOP! The old way, drat the old way...

    After weeks of neglecting my body I began taking better care a month ago... sleeping and eating (I was too thin already.) So I am not in a "long dark night" state. Rested and nourished. Yet I feel as you describe. Can you recommend anything to restore balance? Or is this just how transformation is to play out... ?

    Wonderful moments of creativity... writings, drawing, poems and songs punctuate the gloom... past week dark and quiet. Maybe my ego raised it's head in recognition of these "things." Drat old way. Love needs to cover us all.

    Peace to you.

  4. ute.
    so much as gone on and i have read so much of what is happening.thank you for all your words.i love reading them .
    enjoy your rest ute. as they say rome was not built in a day.
    love you all sergio uk

  5. Dearest friends,
    thank you for your kind wishes, comments, thoughts and emails!
    Meanwhile it has been an interesting and profound ride for me. I have written about it in my latest Update "There Is Nowhere To Go".
    Much love, Ute