Thursday, August 9, 2012


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Dear Sisters, dear Brothers,

Ascension is one thing, Reality of what we Are, another.
Ascension suggests the idea, that we will be happier as soon as outer circumstances change, as soon as we experience as beings, identified with a body-mind, greater freedom and the end of “slavery” by those who have controlled us for Millenniums. Did they really, or did we allow to enslave ourselves?

Many say, they can’t wait anymore, they want to go “home”.

But what is home?

Is home a different  place than this one here, which will then host a perhaps more refined body-mind? Is it another dimension, which looks different, “more” subtle, “more” perfect, “more” beautiful?

Is this what “makes”us happy? Can we really only be, Who we Are, by changing the environment?

The ancient teachings of enlightenment seem to be neglected and forgotten in these times where attention is on ascension, as if it would be about an escape, out of our situation, while there is a tendency to confirm to one another conditional “good-heartedness” as our best and foremost true essence.

I cannot help myself but ask deeper questions. Not only that but to explore and experience the truth of our being-ness on a radical level.

Yes, sometimes I feel that tiredness too, being in this world of endless repetitions of promises which are  not kept. It is even now repeatedly pointed to the possibility that the powers that were, are still manipulating our timeline so that we seem to be captured in a loop-hole of finite time, appearing as infinite.

But then I remind myself that exactly this is the challenge to go beyond. What is shown to us through this is, how we identify ourselves with limitation, while we are unlimited beings, (not dimensional beings!) but eternal beings, beings of the Pure Radiance of Eternal Divine Consciousness and Love-Bliss-Light. How could it be that we then fall for the illusion of being incarcerated?

Is not earth so far a school to transcend this illusion and to remember who we really are, beyond any dimensionality? Did we not agree to forget, being a rule of this game of coming here?

And is it not, that we experience, what we believe is real? Is it not that we are here to learn about mind and go beyond?
I do not agree with the victim consciousness that blames the crazy controllers for all the misery we are experiencing! They only mirror our own believes and what we agreed to experience in this incarnation.

Ascension therefore is in the first place a growth in consciousness, and this can happen in every environment, even here and now, on still prison planet.

We can be free, we can experience the total freedom of our own  True Nature,  in the midst of all of this, and the more we do, the less can anything of this still odd world, touch us. Mainly, because it becomes less and less our reality.

I am not talking about a mindful experience of freedom, a kind of day-dreaming. This is about the literal experience of freedom, which is the freedom from  the incarceration in the realms of mind, and which belongs to the domain of pure and mere feeling-awareness. It is not the conditional, even higher dimensional feeling we know in the middle station of the heart, in the middle of our chest. It is unconditional feeling-awareness, prior to this body-mind construct.

There is a portal in the right side of the heart to that Utter Freedom which is of a beauty and breath-taking purity that is far beyond any beauty of any dimension, low or high.

To enter this portal, requires to first withstand and endure the pains of the currencies of mind frequencies, which are like boomerangs returning to our own electrical brain, reflected back from the finite walls of the chambers of our imagined worlds, low or high! This is the painful struggle we must endure and observe, before we are able to enter this pristine and untouched realm of our own True Essence and Home!

We can enter this portal even in this prison world – and there is nothing to “ascend”, but it is the way “out”, the radical way out of any limitation we are dreaming, gross or subtle, and even causal ultimately.

Yes, our body-mind might be tired! But are we the body-mind? Do we want to do this to ourselves and please the controllers by making common  cause with them? We don’t need to, not even now!

We cannot blame them, they are here to help us to go beyond our own limitations - by their sheer exaggeration. To find ourselves right here. Have there not been countless beings in all the eons of human life on earth that found the way out, inspite of this illusion?

And have all of a sudden, as we more closely understand the game, our spiritual muscles become weak as we consent now to blaming, attached to self-pity, while we are throwing the great spiritual tradition with its glorious and graceful secrets of liberation out of the window? 

The  Winds of Freshness and Eternity, the Happiness, blowing and flowering from there, where no mind is, from the Hole in the Universe on the right side of the heart, which is the Opening to our true Freedom, and Which is Source, - these Winds are always ready to sweep away all the false ideas and images we dream, while wandering the path of the search, in low worlds and in high worlds.

To wake up, there is no world like we know or imagine. There the dream in the dream ends. The Clarity is all-consuming there and it is only old habit to allow to be drawn back into the magic of the worlds. However, to know this Freedom makes us free, where ever we are, whatever the body-mind experiences, low or high. We must remember and not forget. It is there where True Love Shines.

With much love,

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olinstarwalker said...


I AM said...

Dear Ute,

1. Home is where the Heart is.

2. Make no promises/vows.

3. Clear/release all existing promises/vows that no longer serve One's higher purpose. (This will include promises/vows made to you by other aspects of Self)

4. Being in the lower dimensions has its limitations. Acceptance is required.
a) Physical Limitations. (need to maintain a healthy body)
b) There is Duality. (belief/sense of Judgement and Seperation)
c) Linear timeline. (one little step at a time, not one thousand and one steps all at the same time)
d) Navie. (too willing to believe that someone is telling the truth)

5. Portal. I experienced going through a long dark tunnel. There is Light at the end of the tunnel.

6. Freedom? Yes and No.
Based on my desires, I am free to make my own choices in Life on Earth.
However, due to the limitations stated above, I have to be practice slience and patience.

7. Do I serve the so call "Controllers" and "Dark Lords" on Earth?
Absolutely Yes. For I serve and help everyone in my own ways! Regardless of who/what you think you are.

8. I simply ask that you
learn to relax and enjoy your Life on Earth :)

You have a desire and you make your own choices.

Love and Joy be with you.
Forever and ever...

( *Smile* :)

Ute Shan'A'Maa said...

Dear I AM! Thank you! But you did not understand! You did not listen! Blessings!

Divinefeminine said...

Dearest Ute,
I have experienced the Truth and Wisdom you are so Lovingly sharing with all who would benifit from listening,thank you my Friend...I Love You :-)

Anonymous said...

Thank you for this confirmation! The ascension process is so exciting and wonderful and REALLY helps me just get through life (it turns out that "hope," for me at least, though it has to do with the "future," is crucial in just keeping my tired head above water.)

However, like I think you're saying, it's still part of the duality game. It's just a much nicer part!

As for the controllers, I think the only way we CAN "prevail against them" is to realize they are none other than our Selves. Just as we might thank and release a belief in, say, financial limitation, we can thank and release the cabal and usher them into light, thus diminishing the strong polarity in our consciousness that they currently represent.

Again, many thanks for this reminder. I can't say I have a good sense of how the two (ascension and non-dual Truth) fit together. When all the wonderful Ascension advice and events become overwhelming, it's extremely helpful to remember to take short moments of Clarity. Whew, what a relief! On the other hand, I can't imagine any benefit to some of the non-dual teachers acting as if Ascension isn't even happening. It's like the greatest show in the universe is happening and they stubbornly turn their faces away because it's not the Ultimate Truth.

Sorry, I'm probably rambling. I think the upshot is, I had an experience of nondual Truth 45 years ago and, despite dedicating my life to "that," seem to have made little or no progress. I know it's not about making progress, it's about being here now, but that's infinitely easier said than done. My discouragement, if I'm truthful, is massive. The Ascension Show at least allows me some degree of ease in this burdensome unenlightened life. Basically, I want both.

Oh my gosh, thank god I copied this before pressing "preview." Since it defaults to Google ID and I refuse to create one, it took me to another page and when I pressed "BACK" without signing up to lose even more of my privacy, it had deleted my whole comment. Google - ugh.

-- Ann (I'm signing it because my only option is "anonymous.")

Alakh Niranjan said...

"I do not agree with the victim consciousness that blames the crazy controllers for all the misery we are experiencing! They only mirror our own believes and what we agreed to experience in this incarnation.
... We cannot blame them, they are here to help us to go beyond our own limitations - by their sheer exaggeration. To find ourselves right here."

You are wonderful! :)
I am so joyful to see how we are resonating each other. All of this, what you said here, is - completely true. ...And, you remember what I have had said, in our conversation, about "the dark-ones"!:) - About "they" are nothing but our very specific "teachers" (and, even, free to say: benefactors!) in this World-of-Duality (follen-state-of-consciousness). They are, in fact, our "friends": "friends from the other side" :). And, in reality, "they" are WE - (the part of) OUR-(OWN)-SELVES, and WE are the real "projectors" (and "creators") of "them" be here to Serve our spiritual awakening.
In the Absolute(God-)TRUTH, there is nothing but, that divine, ONENESS! In the Transcendental-dimension-of-TRUTH there aren't the "pairs-of-duality" (good-bad, dark-light, positivity-negativity...), there is "only" BLISS, there is "only" LOVE ...eternal, infinite, unconditional LOVE - and THAT Love, that Oneness ...that Bliss and Fullness, we A R E !!!

Dear Ute,
I - just - Love - you!!! :)
Keep your such pure intuition and inner sense for Truth. You are, completely, on the Right Road!

(P.S. - I was off for a few weeks, so I reed these your posts just now; and, as I can see, you are beautiful as always).

With Love,

Ute Shan'A'Maa said...

Dear Niranjan,
Thank you for you comment!
Nothing to add, but one question I have: did you ever had an encounter with the dark ones, I mean literally experiencing their dark energies in your own body and your own energy system? Your comment suggests that you have already experienced it all, and did the work of transforming it in your own body to light. Because this is the work many of us doing here ...
Thanks again!
Love and many blessings!

Alakh Niranjan said...

My beloved Ute,
O, yes, I did! Especially in the period when I was writing my book "The Absolute Truth - the revelation of the secret of the Universe" (I hope I translate this correctly... :)). In some periods those attacks were extremely strong, but thanks to my constant oppenings to Him, and by harmonising of whole my being with His Sacred Will (and with His Intention about me and my life...), I had pass through it as much, much "stronger" (or, better to say - "wiser" :)). And, thanks to that all, I learned to understand (perceive) His unconditional and omnipresent Love - and how to remove the resistence to IT - to that LOVE: to LIFE itself!
Now, in this my life, I still have many, many disturbances, but I accept it all and I just KNOW that all of it is only for my the Highest good - and it really IS! (no matter if I completely understand it or not :)) ...Just like - when I am dour with my own, beloved, two small children: for their own good (to save them from worse troubles and to prepare them for higher understanding)!

I know you know all of this very well, but - as you know too: the THREAD (the "Border") is so thin ...and one has to be very, very careful and conscious. BUT :) - with DEVOTION (and His MERCY) nothing is impossible!
The real FACT is that ALL WORLDS ARE SUSPENDED ABOUT LOVE - LOVE FROM EVERYTHING TO EVERYTHING. And, really, there is nothing but LOVE! ...That Energy, that Consciousness, that "Substance" - PERMEATES THE ENTIRE UNIVERSE!
God endessly loves the whole (His) Creation, becouse of He endessly loves Himself: HIS OWN BEING ...what we really ARE!!!

Much Love and Blessings to you, my dear Ute!

Ute Shan'A'Maa said...

Very beautiful, der Niranjan, thank you!! Much love!