Sunday, November 11, 2012


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I AM your God-Self, speaking to  all! 

Beloved, in these times of high expectation for change, in these times of hope for a better world, and in these times of rising of conditional energy, most of you are lost in the search for a big event. 

This event, so you all hope, will bring the great relieve, you think, where you can relax and be happy forever.

Is this really what you are looking for? Never-ending Happiness?
Then you are indeed looking in the wrong place!

You are on the run and your race now is not much different to your race in your old world, as long as this old world  – even if not really loved, but mostly rather endured, - has not been questioned but was considered to be inevitable.

Please hold on for a moment and observe your running away from Me, your restless search for something better! Weren’t you looking all your life for something better?
Is this not a general, deep rooted human behavior, and do you think it will stop when you have ascended a bit more into a bit more loving world?

The one in the race however does not know Real Love. Real Love Is, and with True Love search ends. You are talking all the time about love, love this and love that. But as long as you are busy with your search it is a mere word, a phrase, a thought!

You are in your search not aware that your fullest satisfaction is already always present. I AM That.  But running towards future and this and that event, makes you blind for Divine Reality. For the Peace of It, the Beauty of It, the Perfection of It. Truth.

Did you not know, that while you are busy with your search that you cannot feel My Beauty and Perfection? That the Reality That I Am, is never absent but always Exists, now and now and now. But not as a number of events, one after the other,  but as one Great Event, beyond time and space.

Your little search of hoping for more information, for more light, for more love, for more satisfaction sometime in the future, or even “tomorrow”, does fully miss the mark! Because Fulfillment Is Already Here Before you.

Your adventure is all happening in your mind only and perhaps also a bit in your sensations, and – as you might have discovered already – in the mind many things, exiting things, awesome things, spectacular things and boring and ugly things can happen. They are all just reflections in your body-mind.

But My Divine Reality is never exciting, because It Is  Fullness already. IT IS, It never changes, because It is the Substance of all the little realities of your endless search, in the good faith, you would find Real Reality in the stream of events, on the surface of happenings, in the outskirts of your experiences, as if experiences could ever really satisfy you, as you are breathlessly rushing for your next adventure.

When I Absorb you, a Sun rises that is the Origin of all splendid suns you ever would dream of, It is Primordial Radiant Existence, It is Me. 

But as you are on the run, you are not aware of the heart-overwhelming Presence of Me, of Me-Reality that is Truly Divine and needs to be recognized rather than experienced.

When you recognize Me, your body might move, your mind might produce its content, but Me-Reality does not move and does not produce. It captures you in your heart first and then widens you beyond your body-mind in Love-Bliss, comprising All, past, present and future, Self-Satisfied, and you discover Me as Being the Ground on which all seeking occurs and all hopeful excitement for something better soon.

Observing this, you will understand the fruitless search and hopeful hopelessness as mere shadows, schemes, illusions, appearing here and then and always repetitive as patterns on My True Love.

With Me however you are exalted to the hight-less Presence of Radiant-Now-Reality that does not know depth. Because It is space- and timeless. It Is Infinity.

Beloved, even though there are these culmination points in your hoped for ascension process, they are still always like little sparks only on My Mere and Vast Being-ness. 

I do not Ascend, I AM, but not as mind, as you think your I Am.  I AM beyond mind, and I AM before mind arises. I cannot be thought, I can be felt, but I Myself are beyond feeling even. Senses ultimately do not comprise Me and even the ascended states of Masters do not contain Me, rather, I contain them.

They each to a degree have come to understand Me, but they are not Me, I Am them and I am you. But you are not Me, only if you truly heart-melt with Me and forget your name and form and all your separate belongings and thereby become One With Me. Your belongings might still exist afterwards but then you know they are Me.

The fulfillment you hope to find in  your great search, even if most honorable, you will never find, as you run always forward and there is no end to it! Only when you come to rest, when you are willing to give up reaching higher and higher – you start to understand, that there is nothing to achieve, nothing to ascend to, because Truth is Unchanging and always Present, here right Now, mindlessly. 

I Am found without search if you dare to simply accept Reality that does not Know excitement, but Absorbs you As Me to give Peace and Stillness and Utter Satisfaction to your finally tired heart.

My State of Being Is Wide Awake in the midst of eventful events and constant repetitions. I Am Pure, I Am Free and I Am Happiness without end. I Am Ultimate Consciousness.

If you would pause for a moment and breathe, letting go fully,-  at that moment, in the midst of your illusionary search, a glimpse of Who I Am, could suddenly rise in your being, an understanding about Real Reality, about the True Waking  in the midst of constant dream.

Then you might question your race for the first time! And you might desire to evoke once again that Glimpse of Me, because you start to understand.

It is this desire that will end your search, because you, for the first time, intuit True Happiness!
When you found True Happiness, everything is Happiness, trivial and more sublime things. But you are not searching them, they just arise while you Recognize Me in all of them.

Know that I Love you and Desire your True Happiness and that I AM You.

I AM your God-Self!

Message conveyed by Ute


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  1. Thank you, thank you, thank you Ute! A most simple and profound message that says it all.

    Much appreciation and love to you for sharing this.



  2. Beautiful Dearest Ute... and very important for this day 11 11. Thank You!

    With Eternal Love,


  3. Such truth! Thank you! I needed this reminder and am so grateful for the entire beautiful message. Blessings to you, Ute.

  4. Liebe Ute, Dies ist einmal wieder eine so tiefgreifende Nachricht von dir, die ich einfach auf meinen Blog re-bloggen musste mit einem Vorwort von mir, das allerdings
    mehr praxisbezogen auf die heutige Zeitlinie des Wandels auf dem Aufstiegspfad bezogen ist und zusammen mit deiner spirituellen Durchsage - wie ich denke - einen Zusammenhang bildet.
    Ich danke dir für diese grosse Hilfestellungen, die deine Durchsagen bewerkstelligen.
    EMH = ContraMary

    P.S. übrigens habe ich schon einmal eine Durchsage von Dir (Stille des Herzens)für Despertando.Me ins deutsche übersetzt.

  5. Thks Ute for your great message which I reblogged on my blog with a preface part of mine which however is much more on the practical side referring to the deep in side views of your message.
    I once translated a message of you about the "stillness of my heart" into German for Despertando.Me and we exchanged mails about it. Now this ver last message found such a great resonance with me that I simply had to re-post it on my blog. Thank you againfor this very deep insight, dear Ute.
    Om shanti
    Eva Maria = ContraMary

  6. Dear Ute, what's going on? I was translating the Gift of 11.11.12. And now, when I would continue the translation, it was gone! I'd like to ask you if you received some communication about recover the knowing about deal with energy to manifest things. That was I received on 11:11:12. Kiss, dear. Grão 1

  7. It's online again, needed to add some things for better understanding ... Regarding your question: others might .... :) Much love! <3

  8. Thank you again for this message and its loving and All teaching content of blessings. Humble before the honor of these words going beyond to consciousness and being of love entirely, Holly