This Blog serves your ascension process and finding the truth of what and who you truly are, with messages from the Realms of Light. May your heart be inspired and may you grow in consciousness and participate in the Light and Love of the Supreme Being. May you be blessed and be happy!
With much Love, Ute Posegga-Rudel
of all: In the midst of your life, how ever it plays out, do not forget that
there is ONLY LOVE.
Is The Basis Of Existence. It Is Me.
feel it, merge with this feeling, while your heart widens, becomes soft, your
whole body soft, and so your world made soft. Expanded Stillness, EXISTING
INFINITE EXISTENCE …. This is Truth on which ground your life plays ….
now: so much chaos, so much contradictions, lies, imponderabilities,
inconsistencies. Fears, losses, betrayals. All of this, yes.
I AM. It is but the mere play upon Me. Keep your heart expanded in the midst of all
of that! Can you do this? You will notice that you tend to contract when you
face what you do not wish to happen, or even contract when you are in fear of desires that might not be fulfilled.
I Say to you: STAND in your expanded heart that brings peace to all situations
that do not fit the concept of your search. Of course you prefer to see peace rather
than war, happiness rather than unhappiness, love rather than hatred.
in the conditional world, where you tend to dramatize the unavoidable
oppositions within the concept of duality, the right and appropriate always comes
with their counterpart. Both are inseparable and come in tandem! Pray for one thing, and be sure what
you desire to avoid arrives sooner or later too.
may entertain yourself with preferences,
but resume your position prior to it in your seat of limitless consciousness
and let the things pass by as they happen to pass. It does not mean you give up preferences and avoid
to engage yourself in changes, inside and outside, by right actions.
to evolve, it is fundamentally a matter of non-search in the world of
unavoidable opposites, in order not to be
pulled into struggle, frustration and misery, but to maintain equanimity and
untouchable clarity and serenity in the midst of a disturbed world.
change the world while changing yourself.
create a new and divine world, while living as if you live already there. And you live there when you live My
Peace, My Love, My Softness and Infinity in all your engagements.
healthy anger allows your simultaneous dwelling in Me, if your consciousness is
expanded in Me, your awareness with Me, Knowing Me Who is the Source in Whom
anger, distress, sadness, guilt, fear and your entire chaotic world arises.
Me in all your worldly affairs, does not mean they do not exist as they are,
even in their ugliness and shortcomings, but it means you see My Divine Essence
Present in all of it, because nothing can exist without Me. Even the foundation of chaos is Peace.
to noise while opening wide and with trust your whole being from inside out,
listening to infinity, and you will know that the foundation of noise is
are deeply disturbed when you live from your own surface only, and therefore what
disturbs you is but the surface of existence, Me forgotten, which at this very moment
is only changing and moving and altering, with innumerable variations of faces
and forms and designs, shifting from imperfect to perfect and immediately back
to imperfect and even perhaps to the most dreadful appearance. Try to discover Me in
even the very last where you would expect Me to exist.
Me Inside and you will find Me outside too. But you must begin inside always.
this: All what is outside of Me, is but a reflection of Me and My
Perfection. All that is outside of you, is but a reflection of you, and
this might have many meanings in your state of separation and surface
you merge with Me, you can have both: Perfection and imperfection. Never look
at imperfection without being aware of My Perfection. So you might have
preferences, but you are really never lost in the miseries of duality, as you
never forget Me again.
the play of heart-breaking opposites to find Me - Unchanging Reality - beyond. Intuit and discover the infinite Field of spotless, luminous Truth "above" the ever-changing flicker of appearances.
This is the meaning of
transcending the world. It is not abouy dreary asceticism. It is about choosing to be
fully alive, happy and a vessel of My Love as a Divine Being. No search. Your heart truly satisfied. Imbued with all riches.
is true! Beautiful and powerful energy waves are arriving on your planet, raising the
consciousness of those who can with devotion surrender to them. Therefore consciousness
has potentially risen to a new level on which you easily can transcend your old
world because the new light-vibration is empty of the disturbing information of
your old world. It vibrates in a divine beauty and brilliance that is
completely unattainable and unrecognizable by those missing still unconditional love
and the willingness to receive the expanding light of higher divine
is possible from now for a new world to arise, a world, basically free from suffering, a world of love and great joy. There
are very, very few who are able at this
time to establish permanently this new consciousness and its spotless frequency, to maintain
it and live it.
still it is a vibration of the mind, although of the divine mind. But it is not
My Source Energy and Light, although some of my Beloveds think it is.
is a derivation of Me, an appearance of white light from My Absolute Divine Radiant
Source Condition in Which the whole universe appears to be even dark!
would you Know!
will understand the relative truth of the new frequency as you will notice that it
is something different from you, coming to you, a vibration that is – "outside"
from you - arriving from the cosmos.
NOT arriving. I Am and I Am here and always have been, pervading and
surrounding you and all, beyond and prior to space and time. I Have Been before the universes appeared in Me. Therefore Source does not
arrive and Source does not come as an "other" or as a "new"
frequency. This is a notion perceived by a separate mind set. As if I AM a part
of the universe, an ascending cosmic force.
Am your Inherent Source Consciousness and indestructible Light that has always been with you,
but you have not been aware of Me. Most of you still not are.
recognize Me as the Eternal Presence that does not "travel" in order
to reach you, or to renew your world. You must re-discover Me, I must be Revealed. I
AM not a missile or a cosmic ray, I AM not a ray at all.
must allow Me to step from oblivion to the foreground. I AM Everything. My
Presence is Omnipresent and without difference although what is arising in Me enjoys
unlimited and infinite differences and variations.
have always Embraced your whole being and existence, but are you aware of
Me? Now, as the new waves arrive you say: this is God now. This is the
Ultimate. This is Source. But Source cannot be attained. I cannot be attained. You
must forget yourself in Me to Know Me.
Ultimate is closer to you than your human heart. I Am not an alien energy coming
from far. I Am not conditional, I Am Unconditional. And as Such I Am Unchanging
Love, Happiness, Freedom. Not Moving but Forever Present.
You might experience this as well: There are periods of intense speechlessness. That's where I am
at this time.
The plates clear everyday more deeply and there is nothing
to say, nothing to do, but just to BE. But it is a paradox.
Having that said: I wonder whether anything is true other
than the very present moment. Is this the sign of a dying year 2016 that holds the breath to be rebirthed into a new beginning?
The doing accomplishes itself anyway as the daily routine
never stops. And new impulses are dealt with in the same way. No matter whether
they come from "inside" or "outside": it is all a dream
in which we sleep, wake, swim, walk,
act, laugh and love. It is a transient happening, while the heart is plain and
silent, expanded, nothing to say by itself, but following an impulse from who
knows where, because it FEELS right.
So everything dealt with inthe sense of being rightful at
any given moment to do.
But even thinking is doing, and all the other actions of
emoting and sensing and feeling. They all pop up from the endless sea of existence that is inside and
outside and all around us.
This is the only fullness, that sea, it is the only true
attraction and happiness.
Do you allow yourself all the timely episodes to enjoy as an emanation
of wonder, to entertain you, so that you don't get bored by missing events to
play the dramas you are so deeply identified with. Do you need them, believing
to survive? Because what if you die to all of that and only being-ness
Do you still need some time to let go what bothers you, to hold
on to the plateau on which artfully generated details of life seem to give you the
justification to continue as before, where to engage all that separation,
distinction, being right (or wrong), fighting, with fear or anger, all of
that …. Do you still need it? And do you need to be confirmed about it by your
own or others reactions?
That's right! The continuum is what makes you feel worthy.
As long as you THINK you ARE the never ending happenings and dramas.
But what if all of that suddenly stops and nothing seems to
Well, that's where I am at the moment. Is it scary or
No, it just IS. Events must evoke response in me, which
gives me the opportunity to participate in any happening.
What else should I create that has not been already created
a million times. Nothing is truly unique, everything is repetition: ascension,
liberation, growth, it is all relative in terms of a planet, universe, galaxy,
a culture and belief system, or a mere habit and familiarity with something.
If nothing of that seems to remain, there then IS a new
opportunity to dive deep (deep or wide?) into the Un-Known. It is a journey of the
feeling heart and wide awake awareness into other dimensionalities of
being-ness, different in unheard depth and intensity that cannot be lived in
this third dimension, because it is too small and shallow.
If we allow ourselves to say good bye to this broken experience, we are
being drawn into new chambers of existence to again explore and feel and perhaps
talk about, if this faculty complies with it.
Now do I need first to learn a new language, before I speak again other than non-sense? Or is this just a short episode of nothingness in
an old and obsolete existence that has been finished – so it seems- to be
revived soon again?
Anyway, these are times of transitions. We step into a new
experience for a while, to come back to the old, and then to transition as many
times forth and back, until we never return. The future sneaking into our present existence
is the beginning of a new era. We need to be open for entirely new
possibilities, we never could imagine before, we need to be open to allow to
happen what we did not sense or believed it is possible before, because it never occurred to us, not even in our wildest dreams.
So what will be given to us? What is the new era? Lets not
to be blinded and therefore non-aware of the pristine new arrivals form the
Heart of Supreme Divinity to be loved and to be played with.
After all I have talked a lot, but without thinking and not in the usual way. I
have been dedicating myself to be drawn again into the Pristine and Unknown and I am just
exploring the beginning of perhaps something that wants itself to manifest if
we allow it to BE.
Trying to find words for what is otherwise unspeakable, just
to give you an input, a hint, an inspiration where your own journey might go.
are we now? What is the reality of planet earth?And
where are you standing?
4 years have passed after the great events in December 2012!
I remember the time of increasing excitement, leading to the December 2012
climax, the difference I notice is this:
we enjoyed the crescendo of the time BEFORE the 2012 event, the fire of
expectation and inspiration, the initiation and aspiration to asteep ascension process
into new heights of experience, has
settled. And many thought, nothing has happened in spite of all of this. Because the world seemed to
continue without drastic changes, and the global affairs in the following years
have become even more difficult and dramatic for the vast majority of us.
Aslife in 3D became altogether more complicated, everything NOT in agreement with
the vision of a new humanity and earth, became more obvious. The dark and
decadent ground of the old world came to
the forefront so that it seems the times got worse.
what really happened: as the hidden started to play out in the visible for
everyone, everybody could finally see it, who were true to themselves.
became now conscious through the appearances in the visible world, suddenly
started to become the new reality and offered thereby the conscious choice for change and
evolution. First inside oneself and then in the world around us.
thing with manifesting the outer world is a bit more difficult, as 3D density needs time
for change, if the level of conscious energy is not fluent and highly vibrating enough.
what we did: we have changed inside! For many the external and ever worse
appearing world lost the impact it once had on our spirit, and inner freedom
from involvement with outer events is now expanding. 3D world in its old
fashion dribbles along for us, but in many cases really without us! We have
become more and more detached, inside
and outside the free space of peace and bliss.
blessed new light and energies we felt up to 2012 evolved within us, while the
outer world is now showing everybody its nasty head, which gives us the opportunity to
recognize this reality to go beyond with love.
The bubble of the illusion of a world that
seemed liveable, burst, and people needed to realize that this world is not
what they thought it is. And so they started to ask questions, in order to last not least enter the great path of
changing within, understanding how each one of us is responsible for the world
from inside out.
ingenious plan of evolution is a most perfect happening. It makes sure we first
change from inside, to then allow the world to change. Confirming such the power of our Divine Creatorship.And this power is Unconditional Love.
are now still in a phase where we need to fully integrate our growing consciousness
with the constantly increasing frequency on our Beloved Earth Mother, and our own expanding
light and a deeper felt love.
It can happen as we are Divine Beings, Whose True
Nature Is Inherently Timeless, Happy and Radiant. The old world cannot persist,
if we live the innocence of That. It must take the shape that reflects What We
to identify with the old world is necessarily the disintegration of it, as we no longer wish to
is the graceful process we have inherited from the Infinite Source and Eternal
Existence That We Are as Consciousness.
it is us, who must change first fundamentally, breaking away from the deadly
stupidity of the dark matrix.
us allow Eternity to Radiate from inside out, let us merely BE without concern
about global problems, guided by that BE-ingness to right actions. Such expanded,
structures that do not comply, must crumble away.
do not need to fight with them. Fighting confirms their existence. We just
need to put our attention somewhere else, where our True Happiness Is. Where our Truth
is. We do not need to surrender any longer to an artificial world that has
nothing to do with us. Because it is us, our Divine Consciousness, our Love,
that makes the "rules".
are here, as you know, to support your ascension process. Meaning to support
your endeavors to rise your frequency which is equivalent to raising your
consciousness. One without the other is not possible, both belong to one single
phenomenon: the evolution of your planetary situation, that is you, the species on your planet, including your planet itself.
is only the beginning. As you evolve, more events are evolving out of the then
present situation in an exponential manner.
What you are now not able to see yet, is a state of being that is evolving into
a new awareness and state of creation that comes out of your present situation
like a new evolved appearance that elevates your heart in a benign and awesome
deepening process, not yet experienced by the majority of mankind.
can happen as you and many other star people, now incarnated on earth, are
spreading the seeds of evolutionary cosmic possibilities, of which not even us
know the exact outcome.
The process requires a consciousness with a heart and brain
that is far beyond even ours and that has humanity on its agenda. It is a pure Divine Agenda, that is born from Pure Divine Intent.
care about humanity as a whole, and we respect the lower
developmental state of human beings who are not yet able to ascent, still too
closely attached to their present state of consciousness and awareness, not yet
ready to open their eyes and leave lower densities behind.
message for now to you is: do not be concerned about the current global affairs
and how they present themselves to humanity. There are countless variations of levels
of positive consciousness-units that each bring forth different aspects of truth
and possibilities how to change present circumstances. And in fact most of them
are well-minded. Do not underestimate the positive forces on your planet.
they are not as much supported by the majority and as much propagated like the almost
unisono voice of the media of your slowly disintegrating establishment. The positive voices that
bring the news of advancement and human
growth to your awareness, are more or less single personalities, without the power of
large groups behind them and actively supported by them. So there seems to be a split in
the communities of those souls that are more advanced than most of humanity. But
if you look from a higher perspective, this is mistaken.
Their encouraging voices count in a manner that raises the earth's frequency potentially
unlimitedly, as they find those who support them in their heart, because they
feel the truth of what they bring to them and what they desire to change and
how. Please be aware that heart-felt support weighs much more than superficial
and ignorant fellowship.
We would like to ask you to focus
on that Divine power, the power that is already finding new channels and ways of
positive more enlightened creations within the Pure and Divine Creation that
has not been falsified, altered and polluted by those that are not interested
in your free joy and happiness, the love that unites all hearts.
you can find that energy in your heart that propels you forward and towards a
new, inspired vision and feeling of Divine Creation in all areas and levels of
human life, you are indeed blessed, as you are serving humanity with this
is indeed on a crossroad right now: whoever will pick up now the road of
evolution will catch the train, so to speak. Even jumping on it although it is already
set in motion, will enable you to participate in the ever more powerful current
of evolution. Blessed is your heart.
are here to support this, reminding all of you of the love you can always
choose under all circumstances.
It is My always present proclamation where past
and future do not exist.
how do you truly find Me, how do you come to Know Me? How do you penetrate the veils
and transcend the realms of mind!
Can mind transcend itself? Try it!
long as you observe mind there are two! You, the observer, and the observed, the
play of mind.
I AM not two! I cannot be observed. I can only Be You. All things AS objects vanished.
Can mind ever imagine that!
mind itself by its dual condition.
long as you observe Me as an other from your finite point of view, there are
two -- but I AM One!
believe and feel: Love is the answer. However even Love is many- and multi-faced.
It expresses and is felt according to your level of evolution and
consciousness. On each stage of your personal evolution you always THINK you
know Perfect Love now. But later you realize that the stages of deepening
Knowledge of My Love are endless.
appear to be stages of - even the enlightened - mind, that is multidimensional, fugitive,
shape-shifting, multi- and inter-dimensional, always changing, in the for ever
expanding realities of (spiritual) imaginations. And each time you insure yourself that you found Me, I dissipate in undefined clouds of hallucination, which is a trickery of mind
you understand that seeking Me never succeeds! Because you seek My Waters while
punting self-consciously down into My Depths with some
paddles of your sliding boat on My surface.
how do you find Me, although this should be easy and simple, because I AM your
very own and Innate Nature?
is no religion or mindful teaching-system that answers this question, or
provides the means to find Me truly. Because religious means are made to
distract you from Me, attracting you towards their specific mind made structures
as a kind of prosthesis that keeps you away from Me forever.
So to find me you
must renounce all synthetic means and systems! There can be no-one and no-thing
between Us, because We Are One and Only and Non-dual.
more profound your heart desires Our
genuine and pristine Oneness, the more your mind is retiring from its constant
and tireless search for Me.
mind does not retire just by any strategy, making it silent, by suppressing its
activities, by entering voluntarily a silent room of being-ness, which is
merely another shape and frequency of mind, because even that room itself is
mind and the silence a vessel of mind! Or using some other meditation
techniques. Because also meditation and techniques are mind.
is your desire, your deepest heartfelt-desire, that attracts the Way to Unite
with Me, beyond duality. This desire cannot by any means be fabricated by your seeking
mind. Because this Desire is rooted in Myself.
Confirm to you that the entire Process of Me-Realization Is Me Only. If you are
willing to surrender your mind and body to
Me, so that it ceases wishing to
create the Great Path by its own will and imagination.
your mind be the leader and you will move away from Me further and further!
AM the One that Ultimately Comes Forth in, through and as You. By a process of
transforming and literally enlightening your total body-mind.
can't do it yourself, as if a fragment could create the Force and Totality of
Existence That I Am, of Which it is a part only.
I Replace you with Myself, Overwhelming what you think is you, to let it be
Un-done in Me. Only then you truly Know Me. All veils dissipated, all errors
surrendered, mind Known as My True Servant.
AM. You are – as a finite being, identified with thoughts about what you
ARE – not.
AM is not what you think. I AM begins when your vibration rises above the
frequency of thought and even the Higher Mind and the total body-mind that is
the cosmos. I AM is not even the frequency of the stillness of the heart in the
middle of your chest. Because it is bound to a location that is body based and
belongs to the mortal human psycho-physical structure.
AM is the untouched Radiant Beauty of Transcendental and Eternal Being, prior
to you and also containing you, who keeps a separate point of view, with a center
and a circumference.
AM is center-less. It Is. It is therefore "above" point of view and
not locally above, but above as the non-dual reality.
of you only think "I AM", identified with a finite body-mind and
"think" that you "know" what It is. But the truth is, most
of you know nothing beyond mind.
You merely have an idea, an intuition perhaps, a feeling about it. And
what you do is to project this idea from your presumed center within the circumference,
thereby creating an imagination.
of you are submitted to random thought patterns, suggesting you are in touch
with the Real Source. But this is not so. There are veils after veils of mind disguising
Me. And so you are bereft of your own Truth and Divine Reality, creating ideas
of want and need about matters of ascension, ideas that would hopefully make
ineffective the pain and suffering of this existence in low density. It is a
the un-real creates more un-real worlds, as escaping itself is a gesture of
illusion. You cannot escape, not one situation, because you always take with
you what you desire to escape! It is done with the desperate hope not to have
to deal with what you escape.
what you try to escape is always something that belongs to you intimately. Be
it your karma or your unwanted belief-systems, experiences, and so on. All of
that IS yours, part of the work you wanted to explore and to know in this
density …. and to transcend it, sooner or later.
as you don't like what you see here, you escape into the idea of "I AM",
imagining that you have realized it, that you have BECOME IT. But as long as
you seek to escape any experience instead of fully accepting and embracing it
and transcending it into unconditional love, you cannot and will not truly know
AM arises naturally as the Reality of Divine Radiant Source-Existence, when you
have entirely surrendered all of your experiences, high and low, because they
have no binding effect on you, as you fully have relinquished your
identification with and re-action to them.
AM is not based on a point with a circumference that you call "I". It
is not based on a separate entity. I AM is not the "I" thought of
that finite entity you are identified with. Because "I AM" is not mortal, it is not mind-based.
"I AM" Is Everything, It does not think at all. It is free of
imagination and duality, desire and any idea about something. It is not an
object you can think of or observe. As long as you observe, locate or look at "I
AM", It remains an idea, a hopeful wish to have realized IT already. And
that you are enlightened and have no more work to do.
is the delusion many of you are falling for, because of exotic and false ideas
of New Age teachings.
I AM is nothing but an enlarged ego-thought, a grandiose idea of false Divinity
where you are not required to do the real work to realize your highest Truth,
but instead you are stalled, lost in fantasy land. It is a deception to keep
you from growing truly into Me, your True Self, to Know and Be I AM, untouched
by thought's beliefs, concepts and thereby separate notions.
AM merely My Realm of Perfect Happiness and Unconditional Love. This Truly Is I
AM. I AM not separate from you, and you not separate from Me in Truth. You Are.
please understand that because of Love I desire your true Awakening in Me, to
see you Grow and not to be stuck in the prisons of senseless doctrines that do
not serve your Divine Nature, keeping you in the illusions of mind and
AM your True Nature, Free and Radiant Bliss, All-Love. I AM.